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PLACE A VALUE ON EVERYTHING THAT'S YOURS

I wish i had a husband just as jane's man.I loved the way the handles her,the way he doesn't take nonsense,the way the monitor's her movement and beats her if she does anything against his consent.I wished i had a husband who would treat me like this.
But on the other hand i married ...hmmn i can't even find the right word to address him.
Mike is the worst person on earth.I hate the way he loves me too much,I hate the way the never get angry at me,I hate the way everything i does seems right to him.
Everytime i tells jane why i hate Mike,she would always say am the luckiest woman she knows.But it seems weird to me.If i had my way i would happily switch husbands.I always thought jane was living my dream life.Until 21st of june i lost my bestfriend to Jay's constant beating.
I then realised how foolish i was with my thought.
I remember praying and doing things that would make Mike hit me but to no avial.
Dear jane,today makes it one year you died as a result of domestic violence.I miss you.But i can't stop thanking God for giving a gift such as Mike.I also learnt to value what i have,because a wise man once said you don't know what you have until you lose it.

~Stephanie~