So like any other teenager i ws kinda happy kinda living my life...
There was this guy with whom i was friends with for a long tym n i trusted him, felt safe around him n all
one day we were hanging out and drinking...i had couple of xtra ones i dnt know how me n d guy ended up kissing...things accelerated and we slept together...
It was not so pleasurable experience for me, i guess it ws for him coz after that we had a talk about how regretting dat was and we both felt guilty, bt then he said he enjoyed it a lot n all...so ya i guess it was good experience for him..
Anyways...days past...we both were a little awkward in the start bt then it got settled...
i soon realized that i am late, and started to get worried...
i remembered that after we slept i forgot to take morning after coz of the headache n all..
i took a test after i was 5 days late and it came POSITIVE
i was stunned n was completely numb for God knows how long...i couldn't breathe and had the worst panic attack of my life..
i called him up told him about the situation...he said he'll call me back later on (he never did)
i was scared bat shit scared, worried, shameful, guilty, devastated n yes real angry with myself...
i couldn't...