Summary from the last part:This does not mean that we are now in a "different" relationship, I think it just means that we have clarified ourselves, but if you want us to be in a "different" relationship, yes, but you don't have to if you don't want to but if you want to then i'm down.
(continuing)
I don't have much to write here. "We" said I love you daily 1-5 times but mostly 2-3. And again, "we" cuz I said it mostly and she just said:Me too. One interesting thing happened on 2024.08.06. I downloaded Writco.(How and what I wrote you can check in my profile)

2024.08.21.
This was a particularly good day tbh. She told me she's going to sleep and every day when we would go to sleep we texted a good night text:
-Hello, kiss, good night, I love you.
We always said it back.
But after she went to sleep, She texted me this:
-Listen, sometimes I wonder if I really love you like that or not just as a friend. Don't be offended, don't be angry with me, it just reminds me that this is for sure, but maybe you don't love me that way either. Just friendly. Sorry, but I don't think I'm ready for a relationship.I'm sorry if I messed this up in your life too. I'm really sorry. I understand whatever you're saying. But I really only love you as a friend. Sorry for screwing this up too.I don't know what I feel, but I don't think it's love. Just "friendly love". Don't ask me if I really meant what I wrote or if I was just fooling you, I don't know my feelings either, I'm sorry if you feel I've tricked you. I fooled myself the most....