Me:hii
I: hello
Me:how are you soul
I: I'm good soul how are you
Me:good like always
I: what is going on...
Me: heart is bursting and mind on fire of thoughts
I: ooh why bae😶
Me: nothing yarr bas mar raha ho khud ma he apne he dimag ma martai ja raha ho ma
I: samj nahi aya
Me: kuch nahi samj sakta koi ak jung ha ya mare muj sa and ma har raha ho aur khud sa
I: bol na yar kya hoa
Me: yar aaj kuch screenshot dakh aus ka
mara itna sar ma dard hoa na ka kya kahoo
ma pagal sa ho gya
phr ma dewar sa bat karna lag gya
ka ku muja ku byra laga
kabi ma be asa tha na mana be kisi aur sa batan ke even tha be kuch hamara bich
and wo friends ha bas phr ku ma mar raha ho
bitc'h I'm not understanding why the hell this heart is crying
literally i wept today after a long time not because i saw her chats
i wept vuz i felt bad and then i thought that it is same like me ....

I: farah sa bat hoe
Me: mana galat socha us ka bara ma kis muh sa karo 😞
I'm worst or she
obviously I'm more
but but but

I: what?

Me: should i die
no actually i don't know how to talk how to behave how to respect
i don't know how to talk how to talk how to talk why ?😕
why? why? why?
i Never talk something valuable something good , I'm not even romentic 😂
bitc'h u don't know what is Going on in me 😕
I'm emotionally so much weak
but I'm bad i should die yarr
but allah maf nahi kare ga

ara yar i was so disturbed i was about to leave the farz nimaz but thanks to Allah ka bach gya ...
but kyu ma itna disturbed hoa

wo to bas friendly batan kar raha tha na ma ku soch raha ho yar ma pagal ho


hyeeeee Allah bacha la
mar na jaw kahi khud sa he 😞

yar I'm not made for these things
i don't know what to do and how to deal the thing's I'm totally loser in this field

Astronomy is enough for me

Aaah what is this ,what I'm saying i don't know
hyeeeeee kya ho gya makoo 😞😞😞😞
© Sharafat Rafiq.