I've come to embrace both pains and joy.
My everyday is filled with new scars and happiness as well...
I can't say which one weighs more than the other.
At some point, I got so numb that without pain,
I feel like I don't exist...
But well,
With both intertwined, I'd keep moving!
Never stopping, nor giving up!
I may be confused and lost,
Alone and wounded, delayed and denied,
Still, I won't let go!
No matter how much pain and joy I'm facing, and that I have to face,
I'm not giving up yet!
I haven't even started yet, so it's too early to give up!
I'm no longer afraid of getting hurt, it's become a part of me...
I'd just take time to heal,
Even out both joy and pain,
No longer focusing just on the hurt, pains and struggles...
I'd just keep pushing!
© Sunflower