I thought he was the one,The one to makes me happy,To cherish,To love me,To trust and believed in my dreams and us.But Instead I got a cold hearted monster that hurt me in every ways he could think of and all I did was stay in the relationship,Stayed loyal and hope he'll changed but nothing didn't changed,It kept getting worst and worst each year and it was always something new.I hope and hope he'll changed,He blamed me for unnecessary things I took it and cried about it after,I thought he'll get a little soft and be a good person but no he didn't he slept peacefully and said I should stop cry and go home and cry😭,That shit just made me cry even more because all I ever did was be here for him,be loyal,I was never a needy girlfriend that said buy me this buy me that.I was the needy girlfriend that just want love, affection,talk about feelings,have fun and enjoy each other company.Is that too much to asked for?.I stayed in the relationship until I could hate him but it didn't work so I broke up with him few months after.I packed my bags and suitcase and left without any trace.I needed to be at peace and be loved and I can't have them while being with him.One year after he start to missed me,I've moved on with my life and forgotten about him.He called my phone,visit me,even apologized for everything.I kept silent then said."I forgive you okay but we will never ever be back together.I am at peace now".He left and said alright and I am sorry thoughi never realized what I got when we were together but now I know and I've realized what a fooled I was.


© Annastacia smith