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Why I'm so weak?
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" I told you not to talk with that bastered...but...but... you again defy me." after said that my father slapped me so hard that i almost fall off.
" why aren't you getting it Jack ....he left us for that jerkette girl...that trash Jews girl...and you are still trying to hit him up. aren't you enough young to get that matter? ".now its mom's call.
" its last warning...if we get you again call him...i think you know very well what we can do or ..." my father intrupts my mom , come close to me,squeeze my shoulder,and say not to test his patience, and that creepy smirk..oo..god... and they leave out.
I think, after my parents caught me up on phone ,talk to Johny,i can't dare to call him again. we've a telephone at home,and that's in my father's room. i sneaked out in his room when they were out.but don't know when they got back and..... just happened what I really don't want to.
JOHNY:. Johny's my elder brother.i can't say everything was going great when he was there.our parents are so strict to us(maybe cruel word justify them quite well).they are so rigid to our religion, their high status and pride of their money and power. everyone's so use to their behaviour like us.we do not have good relations with our neighbours.they also never try to be nice to us. we aren't permitted to be friend with people who aren't of same religion of us .who don't have power and money are not humans for them. we never get permission to be out without our college or school. if we ever try to be smart,make an excuses,like extra classes just to hang ourselves out with friends, they just got us.that always make me wonder! like...how!. they got us?
after got us defying'em they give us special treatment,normal people like you, can't imagine that,coz we are special.
Johny was in love with jews girl of his college.i knew that.they both were aware about their parents reaction on that relationship.so they gave their best hide from them.i was thinking ,that affair might be up to their College time.but i never thought they'd be eloped . unless they ran off, parents had no Idea of their courting to each other.but I'm mesmerized that how my parents were unaware about it ( i don't know about jews girl's parents) . without that thing, there is nothing i can say, we are doing out and they have no idea.why they didn't caught'em up before.No ,no ... that doesn't mean that i wanted to get them by our parents but I'm quite.....like...so shocked. Johny isn't that smart that he can keep a secret that long.after all he's my brother. i know you're thinking if our parents are that scary how Johny got to be so brave?
but he's not!
i also have no Idea how their love story began? we were going through the same way.but not so closed to each other. he never told me that he had a girlfriend and she's jews.i came to know it on my own.one day,we were on the way to Church and i saw him smiling at a girl when she's passing by.but then i thought he might just know her as College or class mate . but i noticed it many times.so i just got a idea that they must be know each other very well,more than just smiling at each other.
I think,no one can get it better than me,if someone is looking at each other in what way. i also do the same.
when Johny off to college,that day ,he never came back. i came home as usual.
but he didn't get back from his college. my father was getting horrendously angry.i was worried. ofcourse for Johny but for me, excessively. it was dark now,but he hadn't come yet.my Father trying his best to get him somehow. but we didn't come to know anything about him. i was going to get in my room,i heard my mother was sobbing. i went to her but she didn't let me stay there.it was peculiar.i hardly saw her worrying for us.
i went to...
" I told you not to talk with that bastered...but...but... you again defy me." after said that my father slapped me so hard that i almost fall off.
" why aren't you getting it Jack ....he left us for that jerkette girl...that trash Jews girl...and you are still trying to hit him up. aren't you enough young to get that matter? ".now its mom's call.
" its last warning...if we get you again call him...i think you know very well what we can do or ..." my father intrupts my mom , come close to me,squeeze my shoulder,and say not to test his patience, and that creepy smirk..oo..god... and they leave out.
I think, after my parents caught me up on phone ,talk to Johny,i can't dare to call him again. we've a telephone at home,and that's in my father's room. i sneaked out in his room when they were out.but don't know when they got back and..... just happened what I really don't want to.
JOHNY:. Johny's my elder brother.i can't say everything was going great when he was there.our parents are so strict to us(maybe cruel word justify them quite well).they are so rigid to our religion, their high status and pride of their money and power. everyone's so use to their behaviour like us.we do not have good relations with our neighbours.they also never try to be nice to us. we aren't permitted to be friend with people who aren't of same religion of us .who don't have power and money are not humans for them. we never get permission to be out without our college or school. if we ever try to be smart,make an excuses,like extra classes just to hang ourselves out with friends, they just got us.that always make me wonder! like...how!. they got us?
after got us defying'em they give us special treatment,normal people like you, can't imagine that,coz we are special.
Johny was in love with jews girl of his college.i knew that.they both were aware about their parents reaction on that relationship.so they gave their best hide from them.i was thinking ,that affair might be up to their College time.but i never thought they'd be eloped . unless they ran off, parents had no Idea of their courting to each other.but I'm mesmerized that how my parents were unaware about it ( i don't know about jews girl's parents) . without that thing, there is nothing i can say, we are doing out and they have no idea.why they didn't caught'em up before.No ,no ... that doesn't mean that i wanted to get them by our parents but I'm quite.....like...so shocked. Johny isn't that smart that he can keep a secret that long.after all he's my brother. i know you're thinking if our parents are that scary how Johny got to be so brave?
but he's not!
i also have no Idea how their love story began? we were going through the same way.but not so closed to each other. he never told me that he had a girlfriend and she's jews.i came to know it on my own.one day,we were on the way to Church and i saw him smiling at a girl when she's passing by.but then i thought he might just know her as College or class mate . but i noticed it many times.so i just got a idea that they must be know each other very well,more than just smiling at each other.
I think,no one can get it better than me,if someone is looking at each other in what way. i also do the same.
when Johny off to college,that day ,he never came back. i came home as usual.
but he didn't get back from his college. my father was getting horrendously angry.i was worried. ofcourse for Johny but for me, excessively. it was dark now,but he hadn't come yet.my Father trying his best to get him somehow. but we didn't come to know anything about him. i was going to get in my room,i heard my mother was sobbing. i went to her but she didn't let me stay there.it was peculiar.i hardly saw her worrying for us.
i went to...
