I reply back goodmorning to El. And then El calls me suddenly. I am already exhausted from all those and I am not ready to face her. To answer to all of her question. I hang up the phone without thinking anything. She text me again, " What's wrong Ri? Are you alright buddy. " I immediately answered, "I am alright El... Don't worry about me.... Actually I am busy now." Seriously? Another lie? Well done! Just awesome. " Oh Ok! Then talk to you later ❤️" She text me with a love sign. That's why I love El, she can understand me better then anyone. I texted her back. " Yup, See ya takecare 😊" Just like the fake smile I put on always in my house, now also putting on the fake smile while chatting to El.

I put my mobile on the table and look outside of the window. The atmosphere is still cloudy, the rain has just stopped for a while, the sparks of thunder deliver it' s the last warning to me, I sigh, a mood of disappointment has washed my face. I am wondering those wonderful days in rain with my parents.That was the...