Maybe it's fear,
Of selling my soul
To Darkness
For I am ashamed
Of turning a astray,
And for wanting to be rich instead of going to church and being poor.
And looking at it
As a waste of time .
I'm afraid,
And ashamed
I feel like I don't deserve your forgiveness.
After what I stated
So I run away
And I enjoy
Smoking ,drinking,
Feeding my ego based on fake nourishment.
I'm afraid,
And feel there are others...