I can't tell you what I actually feel for you ....I shed my tears every night for you but I can't show this side to anyone ...
only my pillow and those walls of my room knows it .
when I see my friends are with there boyfriends that time I only think about you...
ahhhh! it all started from that day when I met him at class 9
I felt something different that I never felt for anyone else and I don't think that i can give that place to anyone .

The moment he got transfered to Lucknow I got to know how much I want Him ..
I used to know that he had a crush on me but ...its been 2yrs now....I don't know what he actually feel for me now ..

sometime it's feels like maybe we are not made for eachother that's why ....
But still when he talks to me , my heart beats faster ....

I think he will never know how much I love him. still those memories with him is just like a treasure for me 🙂

© Bidisha chakraborti