Something is wrong with me and I can't figure out exactly what it is. I have problems. People grow wiser with age. I grow sadder. Their circles become wider. I don't have a circle. They move from one stage of life to the next. I stay stuck in one. I shouldn't be living like this. Sometimes I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs. I want my rage to be heard. Sometimes I feel like I have been running endlessly. Sometimes I feel like I am losing my mind. I feel exhausted. Sometimes I almost feel soulless. I am so tired of everything. I am tired of having no life. I'm tired of being strange. I'm tired of working to get nowhere. I'm tired of being nice. I'm tired of being lonely. I'm tired of losing. I'm tired of being overlooked. Most of all I'm tired of being unhappy. Fuck this.
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