It was love that brought us together. When we first met, my heart would beat fast. We met at a mutual friend of ours' house and it was the best day of my life. I remember us looking at each other and I knew I had to be with you. I knew I couldn't live without you. We talked for hours and I remember just feeling safe around you. I lied down on your chest and listening to your heartbeat....it was in tune with mine. After that, we hung out some more and learned more about each other and I realized that I was in love with you. You're such an amazing man and I thank you for loving me each and every time. The love I have for you never went away and every time I think about you, my heart still beats for you. When I close my eyes, you'd be in my dreams and being with you has always been magical and adventurous. Each time we made love, I felt our souls connected and every time I dominated you, I dominated you with love, tenderness and care. Your sexy smile, your beautiful face and your muscular physique was impressive, but it was your mind and your kindness that turned me on and still turns me on. When we're apart, I would go crazy not being with you, but it was a deep love I had and still have for you that not too many people would understand. Before you, I was in a few relationships with other women, but I wasn't happy. But then you came into my life and I find myself finally being happy and living in my truth. The way you make me feel each and everyday makes me smile and drives me to being a better version of myself. So one day, we went on a vacation together to Jamaica and it was so sweet how you planned everything. We went dancing, worked out together, went shopping, went to historical places together and we were alone in our hotel one day and you looked me in the eyes and asked me to be with you forever. My heart and soul said yes, but my body said hell yeah. We locked lips and made love after and the way you took it from me turned me on that I kept dominating you all night. I like that you can be dominant and submissive at the same time and still love me enough to see me. Our love was and is something that's unique and it's a love that only you and I have. The way you walk, talk, dress and smile turns me on. The way you move your hips seductively turns me on too. Being with you allows me the chance to know myself a lot more and for the first time in my life, I get to say that I'm truly happy. For years, I was told that falling in love with someone like you was a sin and I remember struggling with my faith and my life and when you entered my life, I knew I loved you and I still love you. You're my forever love and my best friend and I wouldn't have it any other way. Thank you so much for always loving me. It's your love that inspires me each and everyday and I can't see myself not being with you. I love you so much and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me.




© Josiah Bhola Hillaire