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tell your best friend that i was your best friend too.
Okay... i would like to share the story of a young girl.. about having a best friend, having someone that you could trust and feel safe with. but guess what happened? well, have you ever been experience one sided friendship?, betrayal?, being left out?, or what so ever, then this is for you.
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i know many people experience those shit. i was in situations that i feel like I don’t need to worry about myself because i needed to fix everything just to save our so called friendship. yeah i know it may sounds selfless but that’s how i do it. i feel like begging for them. i just wanted to feel loved, i hope they care too.
“i always check on you, but you never ask me again if i’m okay.” i wish i could say this to her.
“i hate her you know” i told her. and then one day i saw them together they look so happy.
“i like her you just don’t”
you don’t even understand me, I am here and you’re so happy to be with her. I don’t know, you’re not you anymore.
days passed by, we know we’re kinda drifting apart. I don’t do the first move anymore, i felt good. i don’t say anything, i felt good. and I don’t care, i felt good. you know everything i have done to her, sometimes i think that we would never last forever because there is no such thing that last forever. maybe just your family and only you
“you two need to talk…”
“i have nothing to say to her.”
she only said “sorry” we unfollow each other. and i am done, and maybe this is for the best. “we can’t fix what is done”
people would say,
"let her be with the person you hate”
“then stop begging and cut her off” they’re right. i always let her, what do you think? i am okay but it makes me uncomfortable and i think she lack empathy. i stop begging and cut her off. and i have learned my lesson, that people come and go, and you need growth, understanding, peace, maturity.
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for those having a friendship, please look after them. you’re not their therapist it’s not your obligation but to be with them they’ll appreciate it. one sided friendship is when you puts all your effort and care for that person and the other wasn’t interested, it’s like an unbalanced friendship.
and what does matter the most ash-readers? is that you need to move on from the past that you felt the world is so unfair to you that the people are so unfair to you. you’re not worthless, you’re loved. you’re not alone, people exist they feel the same too and for sure you’re just in the wrong group of people.
try to explore
try something
fun
and you will
be
happy
even
if
you're on your own
hi i am back in writco i hope u would follow and support me^^ i call my reader a ash reader
© written by ashi
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i know many people experience those shit. i was in situations that i feel like I don’t need to worry about myself because i needed to fix everything just to save our so called friendship. yeah i know it may sounds selfless but that’s how i do it. i feel like begging for them. i just wanted to feel loved, i hope they care too.
“i always check on you, but you never ask me again if i’m okay.” i wish i could say this to her.
“i hate her you know” i told her. and then one day i saw them together they look so happy.
“i like her you just don’t”
you don’t even understand me, I am here and you’re so happy to be with her. I don’t know, you’re not you anymore.
days passed by, we know we’re kinda drifting apart. I don’t do the first move anymore, i felt good. i don’t say anything, i felt good. and I don’t care, i felt good. you know everything i have done to her, sometimes i think that we would never last forever because there is no such thing that last forever. maybe just your family and only you
“you two need to talk…”
“i have nothing to say to her.”
she only said “sorry” we unfollow each other. and i am done, and maybe this is for the best. “we can’t fix what is done”
people would say,
"let her be with the person you hate”
“then stop begging and cut her off” they’re right. i always let her, what do you think? i am okay but it makes me uncomfortable and i think she lack empathy. i stop begging and cut her off. and i have learned my lesson, that people come and go, and you need growth, understanding, peace, maturity.
...
for those having a friendship, please look after them. you’re not their therapist it’s not your obligation but to be with them they’ll appreciate it. one sided friendship is when you puts all your effort and care for that person and the other wasn’t interested, it’s like an unbalanced friendship.
and what does matter the most ash-readers? is that you need to move on from the past that you felt the world is so unfair to you that the people are so unfair to you. you’re not worthless, you’re loved. you’re not alone, people exist they feel the same too and for sure you’re just in the wrong group of people.
try to explore
try something
fun
and you will
be
happy
even
if
you're on your own
hi i am back in writco i hope u would follow and support me^^ i call my reader a ash reader
© written by ashi
