Sitting in a room of four walls and no windows and only one door but is lock and no way out only way in ,

Knees are bend it and hands around my legs, hair is all out and dripping straight water is falling on my white shirt ,dripping all of my chest and going down my stomach straight to my legs falling straight threw the floor making the floor slippery to stand up,

I never thought I would see my self like this I am trap in my own fear , fear of darkness because is pitch black and while sitting down started to eat my fingers nails ,every time I looks at the walls I see things bad things not friendly ,

Afraid to go to sleep in the room afraid of waking up and not see light ever again ,

Dear god help me,

But all I hear is voices it making my mind insane I can't think I am trying to pray but the voices are getting louder by he sec and all I wanna do is stay awake but my eyes are falling a sleep dear god please help me ,

I am shaking I am walking around I wanna get out but is no where out I am knocking on the door but no one is listening to me I am screaming my lunges out and I staying out of breath because they is no air to breath please help me ,

I was weak and finally my body gave up and I felt asleep but I saw my spirit walking out of me and I seen her walking like she was lost and trying to find her self but while she was walking she felt in her knees and her body started to shake she seen a shadow of an ugly face trying to take over her spirit she was screaming fighting back but nothing could it take that She had a demon that wanted her soul so bad ,

While I was laying down with my eyes open and seen everything in my mind I wanted to get up I was trying to get my self up and I could it get up I said please god wake me up I don't wanna die like this please god help me fight this demon that is in front of me ,

I started to pray and the louder I was praying the demon had his hands around my neck I could it breath I could it even hear my prayers any more,

I said please god help me get out I don't wanna die like this I am asking for your help all I hear the demon saying he will not help you,
you are mines you will never see the light again while he pull me up from the floor with his big arms and ugly face red eyes I look and said god if you hearing me I believe in you and I know you are stronger than dark please wake me up and take me threw the light with those few words the spirit slip out of his hands taking away the demon and all his shadows and darkness away from me ,I got up and all I see was light around me the walls turn white again the door was open for me and I see this bright light saying come Elisia is time for you to come home  with me your nightmares and your fears are over I grab his hands and I felt alive all over again and it was beautiful white with wings blue eyes dam that angel was beyond my imagination and I knew everything was going to be ok from that day on ...


by.JRT