I want to know who hurt you this much, made you hard to love want to be so lonely. But I will love you,hear you and be there for you whenever you need me. Then will you try to love me and feel me? All I am asking from you is to try and feel what I am feeling. I'll always listen when you have some thing on your mind. I'll always take your side even if you're wrong, and I will always come when you call me to your side. All I am asking in return is for you to try and feel how I am feeling inside. I know that I have a hard time with what goes inside me and this incredibly repulsive antisocial depression I feel inside about myself and the on the slightly awkward side effects that it had on me to think this way about the worthiness of my existent and how I deserved every extremely torturous moment of the experiment that I call my life. The expression of my self hatred can be completely overwhelming. I have never seen myself the way anyone else has. The self doubt is all consuming accompanied with the fact that the person...