This message is coming from the deepest part of me, so handle with care and understanding. Don't jump the gun with any solutions or ideas, just try to be patient and let it be. Any advice, like wisdom just let it come to you naturally, on its own time, please!
I can't think of anyone else to talk to, that I am comfortable with and knows where I'm coming from on a level I need, except you.... Hopefully.
Which I feel certain. ... Well.... Okay.. here it goes. . we'll see...

First off, yes it's me, writing you a letter l.o.l. this ain't no BS weird shit either.
Okay, I have been struggling. Besides the obvious, homeless drama, this depression, and blah blah yeah mostly my fault I get it, but that's not it.
Im getting...