y baat kareeb aaj se 3 saal pahli mere un khaas pal ki h jinhen shayad m kabhi bhula nhi sakta mene 10th standard clear kar apne hi gao k ek college m admission liya jiska naam tha green garden inter college ye wo din tha jis din k baad life m kafi changes aane Wale the shayad jinko kabhi mene imagine hi nhi kiya finely mera college m admission ho gya or m first din college gya bhan m kyi frnd se Mila or ek doosre se khud ko introduce karaya tha aaj Saturday tha chhutti hui m college s Ghar aa gya or Munday ko college Jana tha abhi Tak mere college ka course nhi aaya tha or na Mera bag to main gaon ki hi ek kapde ki dukan par gya or vahan se polythene lekar aaya jisme kuch old course ki books or kuch copy thi old course jo ki mene gaon ke hi kuch frnd se liya tha 😎 uske baad m aaj (Munday) ko college k liye nikal gya mere Ghar se kareeb 20min ki doori par mera college tha to m aksar piadal hi jata tha (used to walk) 🚶aaj subha se hi mousam esa hi tha sabhi students apne apne ghar se chhata(umbrella ☔) lekar school k liye nika pade lekin mere Ghar us time chhata nhi tha to mene socha m jaldi se school pahuch jaunga magar main apne ghar se lagbhag 10 minute ki doori par hi pahunch tha itne main hi tej hawa k saath moti moti bunden girne lagi main barish main bheeg rha tha to beg wali polythene apne sir pr rakhkar ja rha tha magar usse bhi jyada der bunde ruk nhi payi or ab polythene se paani mere kapdo par girne laga itne m hi ek anjan ladki mere paas aati h or bolti h aap ghar se chhata(umbrella)nhi laaye or vo apna umbrella mere sir k upar rakh leti h m bhi usko thank u bolta 😘 hu or bo w/c bolti h fir vo poochti h new addmission badle m main Han m sir hila deta hun is time mujhe bhut saram aa rhi hoti kyunki m Saturday m jis frnd se Mila jab vo sab raaste m mil kar meri tafar ishara kar rhe the is vajha se m apne aap ko uncomfortable 😣 feel kar rha tha or sir neeche kar ke chal rha tha usne wola r u okk mene Han m sir hilaya usne bola tumhe Sardi to nhi lag rhi kyunki main kaafi der paani m bheega tha upar se ye hawa chal rhi thi uske baad usne mujse poocha accha 😇 konsi claas m admission liya h mene bola 11th bo boli realy m bhi usi class m hun fir to tumhe class Tak chhod dungi Aaj bese bhi assembly nhi hone Bali mene ek baar fir use thanx bola ab ham school k gate se lagbhag 10 kadam door the wo boli aaj first day h school me tumhara mene bola nhin 2 days shayad tum Saturday m aayin nhi thi usne bola Han kyunki meri thodi tabiyat kharab thi isliye mene bola fir tumko Aaj bhi nhi aana chahiye tha wo boli kyun mene bola barish main bheegkar fir se beemar Ho sakti ho bo Hans gayi 😊fir usne mujse next question ❓ kiya achcha naam kya h tumhara mene bola mayank usne bola accha mayank ek baat batao abhi tumne course nhi liya mene bola nhi bo boli koi ni tumhare subject kya h mene bola science wo boli congratulations 👏 m bhi science ki student hu mene bola accha fir usne bola koi ni aaram se course le aao jab Tak tumhara course nhi aa jata tum mera course use kar sakte ho ☺️mene muskurate hue uski or dekha or Han m sir hilaya mene fir usse questions Kiya accha ek baat puchu Bo boli okk pucho fir mene usse uska naam pucha to Bo boli sorry m tumhe apna naam batana to bhul hi gyi call me nagma tum mujhe praay se nagma first(1)bhi bol sakte ho usne hanskar kha bo boli class m do nagma h jisme 1 roll no mera h to mujhe nagma1st kahte h mene bola accha or ab hamare college room aa chuka tha aaj Saturday s bhi kam students aaye the kyunki Aaj mousam baarish ka tha or Aaj jyada padai bhi nhi hone wali thi to ham sab boys and girls ek goal circle bna kr baith gye Aaj do boys and 6 girls aayi thi jisme 4 girl art ki student thi to unko hamse alag Jana padta tha to ham do boys ek main or ek dharmender or girls m nagma1st ujala,Shivani,fiza,babbo,or Sheela jisme nagma or fiza science ki student or baaki sab art ki student thi to main or dharmender fiza,nagma1st ek saath circle bna kar baith gye or dharmender or fiza mujse bhaut saare questions poochte gye or ab kuch der baad ham 4 aapas m kaafi acche frnd BN gye the baarish dheemi hone ka naam nhi le rhi thi to teachers ne porch(baramda) main assembly karane ka disition liya or chhoti class k students bdi class se jyada aaye the kyunki vo sab school bus m aaye the to sir ne 12th class ki nida or 11th class ki nagma1st ko assembly karane k liye nikala to nagma k saath Shivani ujala bhi chali gayi boys m se dharmender ko assembly k liye bulaya to usne meri taraf ishara Kiya or m bhi assembly karane k liye pahuch gya nagma,nida,ujala,Shivani,sab aage thi main or dharmender peeche prayer khatm Hui saare chhote baccho ko unka haath pakad kar nida or nagma unke classroom Tak le Jane lagi to hamne bhi baccho ko aaram se unke class Tak chhoda uske bad ham apne classroom m aa gye hamare bio k techar aaye or unhone bola Aaj aap bus 4hi students ho ham sab ne Han main sir hilaya to unhone bola Aaj kya padaun agar aapko Aaj koi chapter padaun to kal baccho ko dowara padana padega to isliye Aaj teachers kam hain tum chhote baccho k class me jakar unko kuch pda do hamne kaha okk nagma 2nd class main gyi or main bhi uske saath baccho ko chup kra kar unse blackboard par a,b,c,likhwane laga or nagma baccho ki copy check kar rahi thi jo unki mam ne unko (yesterday) main diya tha ab Maine board per ABCD likh Di aur bacchon Ko notebook mein note karane Laga FIR main store room se ek chair lekar aaya aur nagma ke barabar mein baith Gaya nagma ne mujhse question karte hue poochha Do you have any girlfriend?😅 Maine muskurate hue niche dekha aur na m sar hilaya nagma bhi muskura gai ab vah mujhse bahut sare question Karti aur main usko unka jawab deta dheere dheere time gujra aur pata nahin kab humne 11th standard clear kar liya ab ham 12th mein a chuke the Magar ab nagma pahle Jaise itna Hans kar baat nahin karti thi shayad vah chidchidi ho gai thi ya FIR mujhe aisa lagta tha ek din mein apni book Ghar bhul Gaya tha to maine nagma se Bina permission liye uske bag se book nikal Li per Jab yah baat nagma ko pata Chali to vah mere pass Aakar mujh per chillai (Again don't take the book out of my bag without asking) itna kahane ke bad vah Chali gai Magar mujhe aisa lag raha tha jaise vah ro rahi ho maine uske pass jana chaha Magar FIR Nahin Gaya mujhe laga is waqt nagma ko akele chhodana hi behtar hai magar main samjha nahin tha ki vah kyon mere sath Aisa behave karti hai time beetta Gaya aur ab ham practical file banane mein lag Gaye nagma ko bhi bahut sari practical file bananni thi aur mujhe bhi is vajah se Maine apni practical file art student Shivani ko de di taki meri file jaldi complete ho sake aur ab ham college mein bhi practical file banate the practical file banate samay mujhse Shayad usmein kuchh galat ho gaya tha to maine nagma se bola (Please Nagma give me your whitener) is per vah angry react karte hue boli jao usi se lo maine bola usi se kisse vah boli Shivani se abhi vah bhi to tumhari project file banaa rahi hai maine bola nagma tumhen kya Ho Gaya mere sath hi kyon Aisa behave karti ho usne bola mera dimag kharab mat karo yah Lo pakado whitener (usne Mera hath pakad kar hatheli mein jor se rakhte hue bola) aur han kam nipta kar de Jana yah kahkar vo classroom se bahar Chali gai mujhe use time kafi gussa aaya tha magar maine Rahane Diya dheere dheere project file jama hone lagi aur ab ham exam ki taiyari karne lage exam ke din Aa gye ab hamara school mein padhaai ka last din tha Mera exam center mere Ghar se Kareeb (15km) ki duri per pada school ki padhaai ka last din tha ham log bahut din bad milane wale the fairwell party wale din farewell party ka decision hua aur FIR ham sare dost ek dusre ke gale lage or (best of luck for the exam) FIR hamari chhutti ho chuki thi ham sab Apne Apne Ghar Ke liye nikalne wale the ki Nagma ne meri taraf Ishara Kiya aur mujhe pass Bulaya vah Mera hath pakad kar barabar wale (9)class mein le gai aur mujhse sorry bola aur usne mujhe bataya meri kuchh dinon se tabiyat kharab thi isliye maine tumhare sath Aisa behave Kiya please mujhe maaf kar do maine bhi Hans kar usko maaf kar diya aur exam ke liye best of luck bola Magar mujhe abhi bhi aisa lag raha tha jaise vo kuchh aur batana chahti hai maine usse ek bar poochha bhi tumhen kuchh kahana hai usnein Naa main sir hilaya maine bola mujhe exam ke liye best off luck Nahin bologi aur FIR vah Hans gai aur usne best off luck bola ab tak sare bacche gate ke bahar nikal chuke the main bhi jaldi se usko bye bola aur chala Gaya Magar vah abhi bhi vahan thi Maine use time itna is baat par Dhyan nahin diya aur ghar chala aaya finally exam khatm hue uske bad ek Aisa din aaya jis din main ek chij pane wala tha magar afsos is baat ki ussse jyada khona bhi wala tha fairwell party ka din aaya sare friend itne din bad ek sath mile sabke face per ek smile thi sab aapas mein gale mile aur exam kaise Gaye exam ke bare mein baten karne lage vahan ujala aur Shivani ke sath Nagma bhi khadi thi Jab usne mujhe dekha to usne munh ghuma liya FIR main Nagma ke pass gaya aur uske kandhe per hath rakhkar bola hello nagma exam kaise Gaye tumhare tabhi usne Mera hath jhataka Diya aur boli (don't touch me)I've always hated you yah sunkar mujhe gussa aaya maine usse bola ham log itne din bad mile hain aur tum mujhse is tarah baat kar rahi ho aur maine uska hath pakad kar barabar ki class room mein le gaya aur usse poochha tum mujhse itna hate kyon Karti Ho tum mujhse aise baat Karti Ho tumhari tabiyat kharab Nahin tum bahana banati Ho aaj sach sach batao ki kya baat hai kya tumhen meri koi baat galat lagi ya maine kabhi tumhen kuchh galat bola vah boli Aisa kuchh Nahin (I don't have answers to any of your questions)😣 please leave me alone 😔 aur itna kahkar vah Rone lagi mujhe abhi bhi kuchh samajh Nahin aaya tha FIR Main uski friend ke pass gaya Jo hamesha uske sath college aati thi aur jaati thi Jab Maine unse poochha to mujhe bahut guilty feel hua(I was starting to feel guilty) mujhe nahin pata tha ki Nagma mujhse love karti hai Magar mujhe ek taraf guilty feel ho raha tha dusri taraf gussa a raha tha Main FIR Nagma ke room mein Gaya aur uske pass jakar baith Gaya Nagma abhi bhi ro rahi thi Maine Nagma Ke sar per hath Rakha aur usko sahlaya aur bola(I'm a big fool) Magar Tum to Bata sakti thi tumne ek bar bhi nahin bola nagma main tumhare munh se Sunna chahta hun (do you love me?)batao please 🥺 aur usne rote hue Han me sir hilaya (vaise to Main bhi bahut sakht londa hun) Magar yahan mein pighal Gaya 🥲 aur Maine Nagma ko tightly hug 🤗 kiya Nagma mere kandhe per sar rakhkar bahut roi aur boli I am sorry 😐(i hurt you)I am very bad🥺 uski aankhon👀 mein aansu the maine bhi use reply mein love u 2 kaha 🙄 aur ab vah aur jyada Rone😥 lagi Maine usko bahut samjhaya aur uske balon ko sehrane Laga aur uska sar Apne kandhe se hatakar apne Samne laya aur bola yah baat tumne mujhe pahle kyon Nahin batai nagma or ab main bhi emotional Ho Gaya😭 ISI bich ham donon romantic ho gaye aur hamnain ek dusre ko kis Kiya yah Mera first and last kiss tha Ngma k saath itne mein hi hamare teachers a gaye aur bole tum log bacchon ki tarah RO kyon rahe ho college to ek din har kisi Ko chhodana hota hai aur ham sab ek group ki photo lenge jismein Tum sare student sath rahoge Jab kabhi tumhen kisi ki yad aaye to Tum isko Aakar dekh lenaor jab college m hamare group ka photo click hua tab bhi Main Nagma Ke piche(Ladder) seediyon par khada tha unhen Nahin pata tha ki baat college ki nahin college se jyada Nagma ki thi maine apne teacher ko gale lagaya aur ham sab stage par chale gye Nagma bhi Pani ki Tanki per muh dhokar aayi aur FIR Shivani uske Bal bandhne lagi nagma ne mujhe apna address dhiya or emotional Hokar boli aaoge na milne Han m sir hilaya aur na hi na main use din ke bad Aaj Tak maine Nagma se Nahi mila us din mujhe ek baat to realise ho gyi thi ki mene Aaj sirf Nagma ko hi nahin khoya apna college aur uske sath UN barishon ko bhi kho Diya tha jismein Maine Nagma se mulakat ki 😥 aur agar kuchh logon ki tum samay rahte kadar Na Karo to jindagi tumhari kadar nahin karti jindagi mein koi bhi jivan Sathi bane Magar hamare pahle pyar ki jagah Nahin le pata 😥 Jahan Ho vahi ruko duniya ke sath duniya ki bheed mein mat bhago pahle Apne pyar Ko pao 😢😢lapata 🙄
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