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A letter to Josepe #2
Who am i now?
I ask not for my self, but so that you see im not the same.
It's been almost more than 6 years since we've broken up. The pain still hurt liek as if you had just uttered the words that crushed me: "maybe i just dont love you anymore."
Can you blame me for holding on for this long? On top of shooting stars and the illness that saw me vulnerable, the losses weve faced together, can you really blame me?
You've walked away and heald in your own way. But you didn't have to heal betrayal, did you? please tell me how? im still figuring that part out.
For so long ive pushed the pain aside to hold on, in fear of loosing you. For so many years I held on to the words: "If you love them let them go..." I've held on to that hope as if we were destined to be. However, Holding on to that blind hope cost me more than I could...
I ask not for my self, but so that you see im not the same.
It's been almost more than 6 years since we've broken up. The pain still hurt liek as if you had just uttered the words that crushed me: "maybe i just dont love you anymore."
Can you blame me for holding on for this long? On top of shooting stars and the illness that saw me vulnerable, the losses weve faced together, can you really blame me?
You've walked away and heald in your own way. But you didn't have to heal betrayal, did you? please tell me how? im still figuring that part out.
For so long ive pushed the pain aside to hold on, in fear of loosing you. For so many years I held on to the words: "If you love them let them go..." I've held on to that hope as if we were destined to be. However, Holding on to that blind hope cost me more than I could...
