Bloodless
I've heard people saying that grave is the darkest place one can ever be in,and I deny it.
Even if they don't care about what I say,I'll say,that our life is the most deepest,darkest place one can ever be in and if one can survive it,then living in a grave after death is just a sheer joke.
and her life....,like all of us,was as dark as the pitch black Asphalt spread on roads and long before I started talking to her,I heard all of her story by the cut marks on her smooth hands and wrist.
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The first question I asked her was about that cut marks which were now looking pale,as if healing, showing that they were created a few weeks ago perhaps.She said she was surprised that I noticed.No one around her ever noticed,not even her family,not even her friends that she has been cutting her left hand with a tiny blade,and it sure does left prominent marks,but no one ever saw them,and that always made her wondered as if they actually existed.
According to her,just like everyone who did this,she was scared that someone might notice her marks and then scold her,shout on her to have a checkup with a Psychologist and make her unbearable life more unbearable but she said that there came that one point when she wanted people to notice.
Why ? not because she was seeking attention or wanted people to feel worried about her,No,but...
Even if they don't care about what I say,I'll say,that our life is the most deepest,darkest place one can ever be in and if one can survive it,then living in a grave after death is just a sheer joke.
and her life....,like all of us,was as dark as the pitch black Asphalt spread on roads and long before I started talking to her,I heard all of her story by the cut marks on her smooth hands and wrist.
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The first question I asked her was about that cut marks which were now looking pale,as if healing, showing that they were created a few weeks ago perhaps.She said she was surprised that I noticed.No one around her ever noticed,not even her family,not even her friends that she has been cutting her left hand with a tiny blade,and it sure does left prominent marks,but no one ever saw them,and that always made her wondered as if they actually existed.
According to her,just like everyone who did this,she was scared that someone might notice her marks and then scold her,shout on her to have a checkup with a Psychologist and make her unbearable life more unbearable but she said that there came that one point when she wanted people to notice.
Why ? not because she was seeking attention or wanted people to feel worried about her,No,but...