Into the darkness, I feel my tortured flesh come alive
Waiting on for my salvation to hastily arrive
Searching for a purpose that will help me revive
My faith and hope; vitals I need to survive
At this moment my anxiety is on an overdrive
I must silence the voices if I have to thrive
Work my best to gather and place them in archive

I appear normal on the outside no one has the slightest clue
How I struggle in agony yeah, if only anyone knew
I try hard not to be transparent no one should see through
Those demons they are a loyal and a committed crew
Their determination needs to be admired, so dedicated and true
I pray in silence all the time thinking will I ever get a breakthrough?
In the world of goodness when will I make my debut?

I am giving my all to the best of my ability
My efforts they seem to be all going in futility
I don't see a future of consistent stability
I am ill on the inside, they don't consider my disability
They say I need to be brave and not display my vulnerability
For now I dodge traditional norms from this judgemental society
The sins I create to conceal my madness I must now take responsibility.

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