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Lost & Found The AWAKENING: Prologue
(It was March 13, 2019 at 8:51am when it all came to me. While texting my daughter’s mother, I was struck with an understanding of all the knowledge I had attained throughout my life. The moment was so great that it also put all my experiences of my life in perspective. With this new outlook, I was able to assess this knowledge with a newfound appreciation.)
When they say be careful where you put your love, it’s because it’s a warning that love is a massive energy force. To love anything is exhausting. Only when you receive the love back will it sustain the energy and release a euphoric feeling that sex and drugs also release. In addition, seratonin and endorphins are released. Then it becomes an addiction, and you seek that person that’s able to give and receive sacrifices of energy and the satisfaction of replenishing it from; which is the high, the replenishing of the sacrifice.
This brings me to why the effect of heartbreak is so exhausting and devastating. You are making a sacrifice of the already exhausting transfer of the energy that is pure positive energy in massive amounts. And you do it over and over and over until you are completely depleted of energy. You have nothing but an empty space. You have given all of your divine life force away. That energy goes into them and makes them powerful, and it also backfires, but we will get to that later. Now with none of the pure powerful energy of positivity, which comes from the fifth dimension and is that of Source, you’re left unguarded for the darkness to fill that space that’s completed depleted and fights it away. It’s why they say if you’re filled with light, the darkness can't come in. That's when the hatred manifests; and depression, jealousy, and pain all comes from not
letting go.
You replenish the light in your life and start to push the darkness out when you give all the love to yourself. You fill yourself up with the light and become even more divine than you were before. Meanwhile, the person that stole your divine energy will likely become highly unstable causing them to search for ways to sustain that high like drugs, lust, and spending money abundantly all in desperation of the energy that was stolen. Wow! It's so clear.
So let me continue… The person they’re with will suffer because they will never meet the source of energy that they are addicted to; not because they’re not bouncing the energy back, but because the energy they are bouncing back is nowhere close to the massive amounts that was given during the heist from the person they left depleted. That person is now beginning to center themselves and becoming one with Source at a level far beyond where they were before being robbed. They have learned to control it because they are in a state of atonement (at one ment) with the source of infinite energy that is pure positivity. Source teaches you to control your energy instead of flooding you with massive amounts of overwhelming surges of energy. Source gradually gives you the energy, and that's why people say that it just takes time not even realizing what they are saying means or how true it is.
People cause setbacks because that thief will take those surges of energy from you but constantly reject you and leaving you depleted which most do. So you start all over and they remain full of energy, but when you stop, they get lost and miserable and you start to glow with a light so bright and intoxicating and controlled and in tuned with source at a level of humbleness so great, you become like a magnet of all light. Your an addictive person to be around because people want to feed off the overwhelming intoxicating glow of your pure positive light. You’re ascending to a new level of understanding and becoming enlightened beyond the understanding of even your own reasoning. And it’s a controlled light you subconsciously give bits of love out to the ones you love, knowing the damage of your massive amount of energy could do to them. So you in a sense become Source and have to learn to control as they absorb and are able to bounce the massive amount that you give at the same force and magnitude of you.
Meanwhile, the thief’s world is becoming hell on earth, and out of desperation they do things that make no sense. They take that new partner through hell because now they are both completely depleted of energy; all because the thief’s karma is just physics and now the law of attraction is that depleted thief. This is why when dudes come home they’re like, “She always come back.” Anyway, that thief, out of pure desperation of love, sees their old partner glowing, energy so vast, great, and controlled; they come back hoping to be fed, like a vampire deprived of blood. Like a leach, they are searching for that surge of divine pure positive energy because at this point there life is now full of pain, darkness, loneliness, sadness, anger, jealousy, doubt, insecurities, and hatred. And the once broken is now divine and has the choice to take a risk on feeding them the energy gradually and teaching them to control the slow replenishing of the depleted soul; the soul that is now the embodiment of hell on Earth.
So love is what the Bible says it is; it is the greatest gift of man. It is the greatest a person can give to another because it is a sacrifice of one’s divinity and stability of their connection with Source. You are at your greatest alone, but when you find your twin flame in which you create a controllable enormous amount of radiant pure positive divine energy, the two of you become one with such unimaginable power in unity. It's as if Source created the union himself, and you both have come directly from the same infinite consciousness which is your higher being. It sends out multiple consciousnesses like a pyramid scheme because our whole purpose is so that Source can experience life in the form of many. That’s why in the times of the beginning of the Source there were such divine entities. The closer you get up the pyramid, the closer you get to Source; therefore, the more powerful you were.
Wow! I just explained what the pyramids in Egypt symbolize, Jasmine. And that’s why they had the gold cap on the top; the great shining pure light of Source. Oh my God, Jasmine, no one has ever said that!
When they say be careful where you put your love, it’s because it’s a warning that love is a massive energy force. To love anything is exhausting. Only when you receive the love back will it sustain the energy and release a euphoric feeling that sex and drugs also release. In addition, seratonin and endorphins are released. Then it becomes an addiction, and you seek that person that’s able to give and receive sacrifices of energy and the satisfaction of replenishing it from; which is the high, the replenishing of the sacrifice.
This brings me to why the effect of heartbreak is so exhausting and devastating. You are making a sacrifice of the already exhausting transfer of the energy that is pure positive energy in massive amounts. And you do it over and over and over until you are completely depleted of energy. You have nothing but an empty space. You have given all of your divine life force away. That energy goes into them and makes them powerful, and it also backfires, but we will get to that later. Now with none of the pure powerful energy of positivity, which comes from the fifth dimension and is that of Source, you’re left unguarded for the darkness to fill that space that’s completed depleted and fights it away. It’s why they say if you’re filled with light, the darkness can't come in. That's when the hatred manifests; and depression, jealousy, and pain all comes from not
letting go.
You replenish the light in your life and start to push the darkness out when you give all the love to yourself. You fill yourself up with the light and become even more divine than you were before. Meanwhile, the person that stole your divine energy will likely become highly unstable causing them to search for ways to sustain that high like drugs, lust, and spending money abundantly all in desperation of the energy that was stolen. Wow! It's so clear.
So let me continue… The person they’re with will suffer because they will never meet the source of energy that they are addicted to; not because they’re not bouncing the energy back, but because the energy they are bouncing back is nowhere close to the massive amounts that was given during the heist from the person they left depleted. That person is now beginning to center themselves and becoming one with Source at a level far beyond where they were before being robbed. They have learned to control it because they are in a state of atonement (at one ment) with the source of infinite energy that is pure positivity. Source teaches you to control your energy instead of flooding you with massive amounts of overwhelming surges of energy. Source gradually gives you the energy, and that's why people say that it just takes time not even realizing what they are saying means or how true it is.
People cause setbacks because that thief will take those surges of energy from you but constantly reject you and leaving you depleted which most do. So you start all over and they remain full of energy, but when you stop, they get lost and miserable and you start to glow with a light so bright and intoxicating and controlled and in tuned with source at a level of humbleness so great, you become like a magnet of all light. Your an addictive person to be around because people want to feed off the overwhelming intoxicating glow of your pure positive light. You’re ascending to a new level of understanding and becoming enlightened beyond the understanding of even your own reasoning. And it’s a controlled light you subconsciously give bits of love out to the ones you love, knowing the damage of your massive amount of energy could do to them. So you in a sense become Source and have to learn to control as they absorb and are able to bounce the massive amount that you give at the same force and magnitude of you.
Meanwhile, the thief’s world is becoming hell on earth, and out of desperation they do things that make no sense. They take that new partner through hell because now they are both completely depleted of energy; all because the thief’s karma is just physics and now the law of attraction is that depleted thief. This is why when dudes come home they’re like, “She always come back.” Anyway, that thief, out of pure desperation of love, sees their old partner glowing, energy so vast, great, and controlled; they come back hoping to be fed, like a vampire deprived of blood. Like a leach, they are searching for that surge of divine pure positive energy because at this point there life is now full of pain, darkness, loneliness, sadness, anger, jealousy, doubt, insecurities, and hatred. And the once broken is now divine and has the choice to take a risk on feeding them the energy gradually and teaching them to control the slow replenishing of the depleted soul; the soul that is now the embodiment of hell on Earth.
So love is what the Bible says it is; it is the greatest gift of man. It is the greatest a person can give to another because it is a sacrifice of one’s divinity and stability of their connection with Source. You are at your greatest alone, but when you find your twin flame in which you create a controllable enormous amount of radiant pure positive divine energy, the two of you become one with such unimaginable power in unity. It's as if Source created the union himself, and you both have come directly from the same infinite consciousness which is your higher being. It sends out multiple consciousnesses like a pyramid scheme because our whole purpose is so that Source can experience life in the form of many. That’s why in the times of the beginning of the Source there were such divine entities. The closer you get up the pyramid, the closer you get to Source; therefore, the more powerful you were.
Wow! I just explained what the pyramids in Egypt symbolize, Jasmine. And that’s why they had the gold cap on the top; the great shining pure light of Source. Oh my God, Jasmine, no one has ever said that!
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