''How is that even possible?''

''I asked it to myself once.I thought I was dreaming.I was really broken ,She never once searched for me .Never,ever.''

''You cant predict that .how could you know that she didnt?''

''To be frank she'd never loved me. for her everything was forced.Her life was forcing her to be with an unknown man. sometimes she had told me that I was a mistake.
All that time I thought it was because of her tight schedules.But all that----''

''Im sorry Jooan''

''Its fine .but now she is happy .When ever I was a child I wanted my mom to be happy.But never once I saw her like that.I'd always peek through the door,just to see my mom.Even though I knew she wont love me,I never hated her.I tried to be close as much as I can .but all that was just a waste of time''

''what about your dad?''

''Dad? he wanted me to be secured .He loved me.but sometimes I also felt like I was a burden to both of them.But since I was a kid I could enjoy every moments with my family.My mom and dad had arguments that I was too late to know.
And that accident ;it happened when there were returning after getting seperated''

''Your parents are divorced?''

''u hm..''

''why didnt you go to your mom?''

''I dont want to be an interupt again while she is happy with her man now''

''what?''

''Yes she is Sol's step mom''