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Logical Pain
The wind pierced my cheeks, the cold wind picked up my dress as it flowed. The world around me was spinning in circles as I looked back. The worst thing a person could do, is look back at the mess they made, the choices that ruined friendships, relationships, and what ruined you. I looked down at my wrists, they were riddled in cuts and bruises but today would be the last time anyone hurt me. I will be free if I just take this last step... The water below me crashed into rocks. I bit my lip as I was about to take the last step, but I held still as my tears ran down my cheeks. "Would anyone still even care? Everyone would forget in a week, I even told my parents i would do this.. Not even a (Dont go) or a (I love you honey) from my mother.." I said as I sat down on the small cliff. It's funny how if you looked at it from far away, it would just look as there were actual ground under it.. at least I know if I jump people will think its just a horrible prank from the freak at school.. The ground around slowly slipped away as I stood up and turned around, barely falling off the cliff. I take off my shoes and slip the note inside. The world is a cruel disgusting place.. as I fall my hair flows in front of my face, if only I could sprout wings and fly away. Isn't this the moment I'm suppost to regret doing this? Feel some sort of guilt? But I don't the only thing that I feel is a deafing cracking sound from under me.. It was me, my spine shattered into what I can only assume is a million peices. If I survived this now.. It would only be a more horrifc existence I live now. But I do regret something.. Not doing this foul act sooner.. -Lonely Bird