I was eighteen when I first lost my virginity. I was in a relationship with my second ex girlfriend at the time, who I went to school with. She helped me leave my first abusive relationship and I'm forever grateful to her for that. We made love in her house when we both were eighteen years old and it was interesting. We had music playing in the background and I remember her and I both enjoying each other's company. Of course we went all the way and of course, we both were scared; but we loved each other and took care of each other. Sex was something sacred to me and I remember being depressed...