my ex-forever: a response
The room was a mess of faces I didn’t care to remember. Laughter bounced off the walls like it had a purpose, but it was all just noise to me. I stood by the snack table, picking at pretzels I didn’t want, a glass of water in my other hand because booze had lost its charm somewhere along the way.
Julie’s birthday, or maybe it was a reunion—I didn’t know. I didn’t really care. I was here because I was supposed to be, but the truth was, I’d rather be anywhere else. I was about to make my exit when I felt it—someone’s eyes on me.
I turned around, and there she was. Olivia. Liv. It’s been years, but time didn’t erase her from me. She was standing there, the same, but different. Just like me. I felt something inside tighten, then loosen, like a punch you don’t see coming.
“Olivia?” I said, surprised, but more than that, something like longing clawed at my insides. She smiled, that half-smile she used to give when she was trying to act tough, and I felt like a damn fool for still caring.
“Renz. I didn’t expect to see you here.”
“Yeah, Julie insisted. Said I should catch up.” Catch up—what a joke. The past was a weight you could never outrun, no matter how fast you tried to live.
We stood there, sizing each other up like we were back in...
Julie’s birthday, or maybe it was a reunion—I didn’t know. I didn’t really care. I was here because I was supposed to be, but the truth was, I’d rather be anywhere else. I was about to make my exit when I felt it—someone’s eyes on me.
I turned around, and there she was. Olivia. Liv. It’s been years, but time didn’t erase her from me. She was standing there, the same, but different. Just like me. I felt something inside tighten, then loosen, like a punch you don’t see coming.
“Olivia?” I said, surprised, but more than that, something like longing clawed at my insides. She smiled, that half-smile she used to give when she was trying to act tough, and I felt like a damn fool for still caring.
“Renz. I didn’t expect to see you here.”
“Yeah, Julie insisted. Said I should catch up.” Catch up—what a joke. The past was a weight you could never outrun, no matter how fast you tried to live.
We stood there, sizing each other up like we were back in...