A woman by nature
A wolf by heritage
Half of her is love and pain
Half of her is tragic and resilience
Half of her life and death
Half of her is damaged and whole
Half of her is dangerous and peaceful
Half of her heart breaks and bleeds
Half of her mind is unstable and sound
Half of her is darkness and light
Half of her cries are silent and vibrant
Half of her tears become lullaby's and
Her mind is filled with distorted and disturbing memories of the innocent that was stolen from her at a young age which filled her with rage,revenge and distrust of any who came near her. Her thoughts racing each night competiting for importance or rather relevance in the here and now. She couldn't help herself but oblige the requests of them
She tried to drown out the pain through drugs alcohol,sex and suicidal thoughts they were once the only comfort she knew as she grew into an adult. This is the short version of that story hope your inspired to keep going keep fighting for the truth of self and peace of mind body and spirit. Much love... wolf

Many moons ago my I sought peace but my soul was filled with an inconsolable sorrows and guilt Everyday and every night my howls would pierce the night air leaving me exhausted and hopeless but one day a white wolf called within her spirit and her self love and determination flourished soon she became a member of his pack and as the years passed I fought the demons in my already warped and wounded mind with a fierce confidence that left parts of me scarred,exposed battered and broken and confused about life love and her sexuality but in time I healed.I learned how to trust again my demons have now become a distant memory no longer lurking in the shadows plaguing my spirit I no longer had to fear the unknown in life but instead she embraced the love and respect she had earned. I've obtained a renewed sense of hope and joy in life again. Her howls are no longer filled with sorrow but became songs of inspiration for other lost souls. Her happiness now echoes through the night reaching the stars above where my dreams lay my inner force is stronger and more resilient than ever. My very essence has transformed her into into a wolf she finally emerged from the darkness and transcended into the warrior and leader she was born to be. This life's journey has forced her to face the tragic life story she hid from herself she now sings a song of truth for without truth we remain forever lost in the darkness.






© wolflee