I am a young teenager, just 14 and of course young teenagers especially females, experiences hormonal disbalances.

After a month of missing my periods I consulted a doctor who recommended me medical tests. Basically blood test and ultrasound of my pelvis .

To be honest, I am a scaredy cat. I hated doctors and I don't know why. so after a week or so my father took me to medica hospital. It was 3 km away but we just booked a cab.My father also needed a blood test.

we had to wait for about an hour as our number was A-71 .

After sometime I was standing in front of the blood test room. I was drinking water from time to time .I was told not to eat anything .After the blood test I was called at the ultrasound room.

At that point of time, I needed to use the washroom..darn it.

But the doctors wouldn't let me..

"You can use it after the test." She said without even looking.

"Please?"

"Shut up."


Silence.

I was lying on the bed as I was told to. She took the device and applied a gel on it. She started pressing it on my stomach and pelvis.

Oh God! my legs were shaking.

I was wiggling trying to hold back while the doctor was just snickering.

"not now" other doctor said.

I crossed my legs together.OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME..

"I think she can't hold it" she said in Bengali thinking I can't understand. She was laughing.

Do really God hate me so much?

And finally after 20 minutes she let me go,without even putting on my slippers I ran to the washroom.

OH GOD THAT WAS SO CLOSE

I hate doctors!!!!

---------Erum Ahmad