Turns out, I am disobedient and disrespectful in the presence of a "man". I was informed and was shown an example of the type of physical reprimanding I would receive if I repeated the same tone to him. I responded in the tone he had with me, I excluded any degrading names that he included in his statements he yelled at me. However; he and I quote, " I realize I am going to have to beat you to make you act right. " I am at this point grabbing my face where he hit me while I was driving. But the cowards blows were not the reasoning for the jaw that I was holding, it was indeed the shock of the audicity of this man. I am not a small nor friendly woman. Five eight 180 lbs very solid build and been through so many types of struggles that I am somewhat of a haas. He five five a buck thirty at tops and mouthy as the day is long. I am not easily moved by large men, this one is kinda like foghorn leghorn and egghead jr. To me it is rather amusing as he fluffs up his feathers and squawks. Sweet little dreamer. I have nearly put him night night a time or two. I don't try to hurt him but I do have to remove him from attacking me from time to time.

Now we have made it through this altercation in the vehicle on the way to work to find ourself not quite to the location of his job but as close as I will bring him. I had 30 miles in gas and not a dollar to my name... he is gonna get all of his things and say that he is not going to purchase any gas for me. I saw red. So as he reached for the belongings in the back I throw it into gear, and he and all his arrogance does not procceed to take shelter but to fluff out those little teats and talk more shit as he stood in the path of my car... Standing for such a short time swiftly finding his place on the concrete I plowed into this mother fucker who thinks I am going to obey.

Water covered this part of the parking lot where this incident occured and he is submerged into a shallow lake. I unsure of his injury and not concerned drove away into the morning. I knew he would return. He was coming back, and he did. I have barricaded my doors but he "fixes " them to the point that none of them will lock. He said I have made this place as accessible as I need it. The kids are here. They have been through so much over the years and are tired of the bullshit. Yet round three has begun. We plowed through the bedrooom furniture blood sweat and tears flowing. I am having to super glue my lip together in hopes it will heal some what normal. We parted ways.

I leave to blow off some steam, a friend asked me for a ride which I needed the gas anyway and we get pulled the fuck over. He is riding dirty, I am all beat up and was informed then that there was blood all over my car. Shit. I didn't know I hit him that hard but the open gashes on My face had them believing it was my blood. So they tow my car. I am still stuck , no money no ride no friends no fucking give a fuck and alot of things I am going to have to answer for upon my return to my home, so that was the sum of my day. Hope you are having a much better one than I have had and that any woman dealing with this kind of shit please love yourself and know you can leave and do better. I am on my way out of this disaster for a relationship


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