I know this seems dramatic, but mostly I didn't picture you in that way. It was hard to swallow that I did that mistake. Little that I don't know I should have not confessed. I know it's a story of looking backwards. Why am I missing now?
It's impossible to adapt that situation here now.
You will always be my childhood sweetheart, but that doesn't mean I suddenly thought about you. My subconscious gave a reminder that I didn't tell my part. As something, it's a part I was dying to say that 3 words that was left still.
But after getting committed to someone I told this. You were about to leave the city. You called me as you said it's a last meet.
I was wondering?
Why did I call you?
Why did I say, when?
I was happy with my love.
Everything was perfect, until I uttered that word to you.
I know that doesn't gonna make any deal, but I regret the phone call I made to you.
We never spoke when our path changed. I know that is difficult that's only for me. Not about you that is sure. Because this is real life and not a cinematic story.
We met suddenly as the years passed its loop. I didn't think I would come across you. It was a beautiful day to remember. And you know I admired the things you did before me. But I failed that day to tell, 'you were a part blooming inside me'.
But years later, I regretted why I didn't say. Because I know our path doesn't meet up in real and now also the same.
But in the dream you said!
I was looking out for you when you left for another.
Should I regret?
Or pass the words that you said before my eyes?
© nandhini