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Dear mother, know that you are missed.
Dear mother, know that you are missed.

Your absence is felt every day of my life since you were stolen from me. I could never forget you. A part of me is still lost and I am wondering if I will ever get it back. I am tired of having this feeling of being comforted but not being healed. "Its like I never been in a arms of a mother who can provides irresistible comfort. In times where I am lonely she appears from no where and gives me a huge hug". 'A mother who has unconditionally love for her birth children'. It's sad she's gone now. I have nothing to call my own or someone who can hold me in a arms.

You left me with a hidden scar. I smile outside but gradually, I'm itching inside. My tears have dried up but inside my heart is linking. "If someone reminds me this hearted, pitiless, emptiness in me". My heart will skip a bit in a second, I will feel uncomfortable in a second but at the end I resent it as an experience, yet you told me to be strong, to get up when I fall. And never let the past hold me but it's not easy to let it go.

It is hard to live in this world without you Mom. You're irreplaceable, unforgettable human being. The days that you were alive and the day's that I live without you, every day I live without you, it's a nightmare. You only appear in my dreams I wish I could stay in my dreams forever.

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