A last letter ✉️ 💌 that'll never reach her!
//A last letter that'll never reach her!//
Dear,
So many words are bubbling up in my mind. So many! Where should I begin?
You said, I've changed terribly, whereas in reality I am still the man I happened to be 10 years ago! Maybe, that's the reason you could hurt my feelings like this. If I've changed, I could have misbehaved with you or answered you back. But no! I'm too tired to argue with you now! I've been arguing with you since last 19 days or so, but no more! You won't budge!
You said you do not repent for what you've said to me. Well, you'll surely repent one day when you'll find that I wasn't guilty of anything. Anything at all! Words can soothe someone, but words can hurt too in such a way that it can cause a lasting pain to the person it's said to. Just remember the words that you said to me! It had burnt my entrails alive but still I didn't say a thing. Do you know why? Because I cared for you. I still care. But you never understood that.
You asked whether my conscience eats me alive. Well, I'm clear to my conscience as I did NOT do any wrong to you and never even thought of it in my wildest nightmares.
I don't know whether you'll ever return, but I'll still be remembering those sweet memories that you gave to me for the last couple of months.
Yeah, I know that you used to be happy with very little things and I always tried to give you those, but you still weren't happy with it. I dunno why!
And...
Dear,
So many words are bubbling up in my mind. So many! Where should I begin?
You said, I've changed terribly, whereas in reality I am still the man I happened to be 10 years ago! Maybe, that's the reason you could hurt my feelings like this. If I've changed, I could have misbehaved with you or answered you back. But no! I'm too tired to argue with you now! I've been arguing with you since last 19 days or so, but no more! You won't budge!
You said you do not repent for what you've said to me. Well, you'll surely repent one day when you'll find that I wasn't guilty of anything. Anything at all! Words can soothe someone, but words can hurt too in such a way that it can cause a lasting pain to the person it's said to. Just remember the words that you said to me! It had burnt my entrails alive but still I didn't say a thing. Do you know why? Because I cared for you. I still care. But you never understood that.
You asked whether my conscience eats me alive. Well, I'm clear to my conscience as I did NOT do any wrong to you and never even thought of it in my wildest nightmares.
I don't know whether you'll ever return, but I'll still be remembering those sweet memories that you gave to me for the last couple of months.
Yeah, I know that you used to be happy with very little things and I always tried to give you those, but you still weren't happy with it. I dunno why!
And...