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diary @18
Dear diary. FEB 1st
hi am Lola.
I guess this is how writing a diary goes right? you introduce yourself to the book or whatever journal your writing in, I have never really fancied writing journals or diaries, but as They say, there is always a first time
so I guess the next thing I do is to tell you how my day went right?????.....
ugh.. can't believe am doing this I just feel like am talking to my self....
I ain't doing this. ( she drops the pen and leaves.
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Hey. FEB 5th
diary,
am sorry for last Time guess I was rude , I still find writing like this weird, but I really need a friend I can tell my worries without being judged , so i am willing to begin my diary journey with you..., (she smiles and continues writing)

mom asked me a weird question today, if I had a boyfriend, I sort of thought that parents don't really ask those sort of questions, they just assume, I didn't even know what to say I just shakes my head side ways, saying no, after that she just kept staring at me, like she was trying to find out something, but she finally left me alone, hmm that was weird!!
I wouldn't even be scared if she could read minds, because in reality am single to stupor, (she chuckles)
at 18 and not being in a relationship, that isn't weird is it??
I just feel like I'll get to that point, but for now I think love sucks, and No!! am not saying this because of a heart break in the past, I just feel that way because of all the fights , arguments jealousy it involves, it's freaking stressful, but I know I can't stay single forever, I'll get into a relationship soon and have to face all the drama it involves...
I think I can hear mom calling me from the kitchen, she always wants me by her side when ever she's cooking something, I guess all mom's do the same thing to their girl children right?,
gotta go!! ( drops pen and leaves ).
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