I leave her on read ...

I received all her emails and letters. But I just couldn't forgive her nor myself. She was pretending to be something she wasn't.
And I just couldn't see myself with someone so selfish.
Not once did she think of me in the process. Though when I thought of her I imagined she'd be like me in a way. Strong and levelheaded. That may be unfair but I thought she could be more than what she was becoming. It was my fault I was looking for far more than I could bargain. I don't hate her though I just don't want it to happen again plus I'm with my gf now. She's right here in bed with me as I am doing this.