The hardest thing to do is to keep the feelings that you've been wanting to pour.
I have no choice but to let you go.
Even if I wish for the universe to delay or stop your plans from moving away from me,
I will never be your choice.
You will still go, and choose someone else.
The thing that hurts me most about it, is that, I know it will go well for you and her. I have no choice but to step back and let you be happy with her. I have no choice but to watch you, getting closer to her.
The world is cruel enough to repetitively show me, that you aren't the one that I was praying for. I prayed for you, but I guess she prayed for you first.

How do I go back to the feeling of not knowing you?
How do I unlove someone like you ?
I hate that you are only meant to be a chapter in my life.
Temporary .
I don't want to lose you, but everything is telling me to let go.
I didn't know I would be hurt this much.
I am just so tired .
I have no choice but to keep it all in.

I wish there was an easier way to accept it, then maybe, I will be able to believe that I am good enough .

© cece