***true love hates*** episode-3


A golden shinning jar
They don't stop purring whiskey inside smell on it flowing in my nose through my nerve

Help!! Help!! Only myself can hear it
It was suffocated inside,no have air I can't breathe

I' keep knocking on the glass
Tokkk!! Tokkk!! Tokkk!!!
No body can hear me
I'm dying .... I'm dying...

I close my eyes and think about my past... Every little comes on my mind
How they hurt me
How they made suffer
I feel my rears flowing...

Ssssshhhhh...
The whiskey licking on jar
Someone want to save me??

I was trying to open my eyes.but I can't open it.. what's going on
I can't either move my eyes

I heard a voice is he' singing?
He sing like he's talking to me
His voice make me comfortable
The feeling of yes!! I'm safe..

But who is he? I can't see
Heyyy!! Heyyy!! Can you hear me?
Are you there??? Answer me !!

What the heck! I don't understand
What's going on...
Am I die??????

Lord God I'm not a bad person and I'm not a perfect person..
Now I realize what's happening on me
Your making release those feelings I put inside my heart

I did cry lord..
I did hated them I know you want me to forgive and give up on them but I need time I need to love myself first

I have to forgive myself first
I have to be brave to face everything
I know your heart and love is pure and I know you won't let me down

Please heal my heart ..
Make it empty to have some space again to love , and to accept what's in the future

Im surrendering to you the life you let me borrowed I'm sorry I didn't take care on it.. please accept me God..

_sparkling light ... Too much light_
Your safe.... Someone said


I close my eyes and I feel like I'm so tired and I sleep...
I feel comfortable now...


So soft.. someone massaging my hand
I'm so sorry I can't forgive myself if something happened to you...
Please wake up...

Iloveyou!! Iloveyou!!
Wait who's voice is that????




***End -episode 3 ***