A woman can't make a man love her especially if he's got his heart sat on somebody else. And that goes the other way too. You try for a lifetime being a certain type of woman and mean it. You call yourself a woman or a man but it's up you you to be one.
It really doesn't matter what others say and call you, you know and The matter. Now we got these attractions nobody knows what they are but us.
Whether it's the look of a person that you want or the heart, soul and spirit of a person only you know your likes.
Being around a lot of hoopla turns most people off anyday. When they say you are the company you keep it's your place to pick the right company. Being bored is no reason to keep bad company. If you like hoopla
that's what you seek where you'll be.
A good looking woman and man will turn anybody head for looks.
I've dated for looks and bragged about how good looking my baby was.
I soon found out looks ain't love so I started learning paying attention you know. At a young age I was thinking about what love is. We had some hard times me and my baby other woman or women I don't know.
I knew one no telling how many all's I know is that was not love. Lessons being taught me paying attention. Lie was he didn't want her but he'd be with her no he didn't love me.
I would ask for those days back for anything I mean nothing. It's wrong for me to ask you not to see somebody that you want to see. But it's also wrong for me I said me to be with someone that doesn't love me.
When a woman is true to a man she doesn't change being true no matter what. Devin has told me that he was with two woman. What would that make you think? He started with trust
Don't nothing fail but a try because the silence of pain is ours.
It hurt like crazy when a woman find out that what she call her man is being with another woman.
That woman will never get over that.
Some will get stupid and take out their revenge on that other woman. But me him or her wouldn't have to worry about. I just leave no fuss whatsoever.
It was early Monday morning when I woke up I didn't get a tap on my door. I got up cleaning the train was still going slow. I hadn't seen Devin but I was sure that was him driving the train. I didn't say so but I'll be glad to get back home. The train is nice but I like home too.
It's not a big place my house I still have a lot of work to do to it. Being stable and secure is what I want now in every way. I want it at work, home and in love. I worked on getting the train straightened out so hard it passed time. The whistle blowing meant we were coming into the station feeling of relief came over me.
Home, Bruce greeted me with a smile glad to be home boss he asked.
Sure but when folks pay us to move we move. There's nothing on the docket for a while no trips so I'm going to enjoy the rest. Bruce talked to Devin for a while getting off the train I threw my hand up to wave to them.
I didn't talk to Devin I just left got to my car and drove home. The house smelled damp so I opened so windows
It was late when Devin finished so I assumed he went home and he did.
I was tired so I got a shower ate and laid down for a nap. It was late about nine when I woke. I noticed my phone blinking there were two messages and a text from Devin. The text just said
This isn't business.
I just stared at the phone thinking what does that mean? The door bell rang and I knew. He came in leaned with back on the door. Is everything ok with the train I asked. He reached over and pulled me to him. You know it's strange when a woman of my age gets scared but I was. Devin didn't say anything he lowered his head running his tongue down ny neck under my throat. I started backing toward the bedroom my hands unbuttoning his shirt. We didn't need to talk I wanted him to do it all everything that he was thinking. He lifted my shirt over my head as I laid down. He sat down slightly running his tongue down my stomach making me meet him. I was shaking all over. He wanted to take his time and enjoy everything. He came down on me we rolled over putting me on top.
We played at each other finding out what was good. My hands moved over body his while he explored mine with with kisses. Rolling my stomach was trembling as he mouthed my entire back allowing his hand to deepen. We just stayed there him taking his time pleasing us. He lowered his body on my back wrapping his arms he held me as we explored each other deeply. He moved slowly as I matched his rhythm face down. My hand found his lifting my right leg. For that time I didn't let anything in my mind but feeling.
I could feel every vain releasing blood flow of every part of his warm wet body that touched mine. When things deepens like that it's a oneness about things that I can not explain. That touch goes beyond sex deeper than I want it to go. What to expect after you connect with someone like that.



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