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The time had come to start my journey. I leaned out of the window, waving as long as I could while she disappeared into the distance. I already had been heading for Mexico City, Mexico long before the day I left. in fact a whole year had passed since I began to try and get there. Here I was about to catch a Fargo plane to Dallas then from their on into my most thought of place I'd actually go visit in my life time!! yes!! I'd heard the calling in my life! yes, Mexico City, Mexico!! The cab their was fine a bit it made me nervous I felt a little dizzy with the lushed rich thoughts coming my way to the my thoughts and the open window. but I held my breath and in 2 hours I was in flight already coming close to Dallas airport where I would be transferred to the destination of the plane headed into Mexico City, Mexico. After all that was the only part of my plan that seemed to be on schedule. although I said I'd been thinking and trying to get there all along for some months, a year in total, I hadn't had much idea in planning the actual trip itenerary.Infact that was totally due yo the tiny problem of knowing how much money I would have to budget around and not knowing when it would come in, arrived about 4 days before I left. so I had went through and gotten a fresh ID made just because. I had checked on and got a passport in case I went to see other surrounding countries during my visit. I just wanted to be prepared and have other documents of my trip their if anything should happen to me, God bless me, & I mean it though, well it would keep me safe and in extra care at least, year it would. And I had to get a few things to travel with, comfort, style, convenience, price, reusability, and weightless for carrying. plus had to knock myself out of likes of heavy nonpractical, and unuseful trinkets. although I needed something to bring a smile to my face as I would love to give myself an better look, more feminine outlook, but I thought should I go tough and rugged? however after I did all that packed and dvhefuked my plane ticket, I had little time for accommodation ideas and just kept maps notes and names of places and prices, I thought anything else I can do just seems to cplicated right now to plan. after all I winged it the very first time I'd gone, but this time it was different, I was going to actually stay in Mexico City, Mexico. hum...? I wondered how well I'd thought that one through as the plane took off from Dallas to Mexico. well their was no going back!! after all what was their to go back to? about 2years ago my marriage had ended. and about a year ago I met my boyfriend & untill that very moment I hadn't thought or considered him at all and here it was me anout to be 2,849 miles south of where he was. where I'd left be him, back in Fargo!! oh God! I am terrible I thought. well best I could do is make a point to call him when I touched down and settled into a hotel. I thought maybe I'd invite him along by then and had the crazy hope he'd come meet me there in Mexico. an unlikely outcome maybe if he did it'd be great but I had a bad sinking feeling I wanted to ignore that he'd say I was crazy and want me to return back to the (States) home as soon as possible. oh and not to mention on the next flight immediately. oh how that would steam my cookies. and oh jow I'd just hang up and I'd just how the phone in some others close open bag and forgetting that anyway. and going on getting farther from it. as sure. Anyway now I'm becoming excited to hear the captain of the plane announce our arrival and decension in a few minutes to touch down in Mexico City airport, me Mexico, wow I gadped, really 2,849 miles from home I hadn't left there in 5years anyway!! and God wasn't that me always leaving any one any place at any time all of my life though, how'd I go 5 lengthy years without exploding! ? I wondered on that for a moment.But oh well I was there now and entered into an an airport I had not really looked at last time it was friendly and bustly. we'll damn I sang to the outside I swung under the cab too, I said a destination outloud. And I wasn't sure if I even wanted to go there or not but just something to eat and a situational rest was what I needed right now. and I enjoyed the scenery all the time we drove down that stretch of highway. I couldn't even begin to understand the signs to think what they read, damn I thought it wouldn't get right to begin to know that highway name in damn okd places weren't even there they were all new and glorified in neon and flashing lights and Brite Brite white and everything seemed curl and blur and I felt like even my eyes were. and so when we got to the hotel I told him to drive on a lot further to the outskirts of town just somewhere cheaper and that he understood. so I guess I got lucky! smileing🥰😙😋😉😀😁🥰🥰😋😍😎😎😎😎😎🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗😎😎😎😎. down tight now. I got it right. to the hotel there instead. alot money saving is nice and so I went Aon and rented a day too and went inside and washed up and rested a bit. I took my wallet and best but just my purse, and I skipped out after turning the radio on. nobody knew I had taken my phone anyway. and yet I was prepared. so I went on down to the cantena and ordered a burger and a come cause God vi was thirsty, and I got up to check out the rack of magazines I couldn't read and the post cards, and turned their at the dress rack whatever . and with a spell I say I jumped into the next track I took and went on mingoeing with in without makeup ng sure no tail but never looking over my shoulder again I felt an ass as I approached some cars and after awhile u was getting be on a ride out of the area with no English in mind. but I had payed no prices and not ever a thing to be but exits all life and exits all the things I don't like about staying in places to long and to long staying to long in some relationships. and I'd never regret it myself sgain. as I went farther and farther in and further out and backed over the heeksvi took on the newest part was not the diabolical shit they were shoveling at me every crack of dawn u guess I always liked night after all. and about three countries in, along deep with in country scape I forgot the nameless people I meant to recognize as I goes but I didn't bother. just dreams dreams of another day another life time away away from the fucjed up place that fanatic I had never been gad to follow with out a heart without a real existance. oh just cause he thought he was as ...was was supposed to how satanic get was and I'd never give him that which he would not use and not that which he'd be use no none of them at all niether them they had no best of intentions and they listened no more as well as the dwells of birds. so when I saw the flick of birds I'd stop by but I kept on going leaving things like no realized and no more chapters their with him would I write he was never mine. and I'm sure that woman was not even whose thoughtfulness and I can't except the answer if the foreigners face. but I kept on. I kept on. and I left. and kept till even a ND everything about me was lost and confused and travel was hard and far between and the routes were shorter and shorter and things list in jungles since I found I had to jump and fall and get up, and as the mufs splashed my face, I thought I have a phone. I hurried up and called and him only. but the single only picked up to a hang up and I was sure it dud. now I was sad. but as I away heaved s heavy jungle high one filled with such richness and saturated heavy like it could be rain ... I went on crying someyimes at all their was in the wirld. and I found things that made me smile and then suddenly "u" me the I the I in me began to singely breathe. dashed I then to that something that held me and ride on and jumped off when it slowed. and then I said now get need.., and it then gave in a few steps a opening that I could start I could forsee a way, and in a little steps I focused on my tide to soon be. and walked up to it and I got a ride somewhere and saw some witch doctor's cause I was dropping a line and I hoped that the heaven I'd have to reach up into the tree and grab it out of a tree. but for I traveled for as long as the traveled and as long as I went on traveling...no not was it sleep was it awake was it hunger or was it thirsty I went on to try I said to myself see if I could make a way to something I liked so I'd start with an idea and head and ask stupidly like an American English speaking guy and head out there and stay a little while and when always when there was no one alive st that hour of any ol day or night I'd get hone and I'd keep going cause I we living high. and I never did want to get of those beautiful and good damn forsaken jungles. but then months later I finally reached some shores. and I stood at the Frontline of that ocean feeling the breeze I smelled and inhaled that which was the icean. natural as I had gotten out there it was breath taking but I sat then I cried at only the miraculus journey I'd come how did I? but I didn't answer that and I felt a melody play in my heart and in my mind and in hearing like it came off the oceans and the seas like it was meant be there for me just me and since I didn't see anyone for what looked like well of well of miles I thought I'd out next time waste those final things I needed to go over. I thought it's amazing to know that anout the place and that me I'm meirely every which way. and I smirked and I caught my mouth no ivwouod not enter that libtight of libraries ever again in anyway. and so I moved on then kinda being alone ng but on my way and washed out all the the crazy stones. I scrubbed the gravy from my chest but it was on my feet and punctual woah was it not me I said vto myself that marched all that damn terrain? and was it not me was it just really all me? but never seeing no one else around in bed in shower while watching TV and never with any room service st all I let myself stay there on my feet for awhile for as long as I could afford .. but long before the money ran out I went out and did some idd captain off jobs u could scramble up for a woman to do and saved them monies and I enjoyed what each day bring soon I met a few old fellows and children and their was a few women in the back of the hands of the close country near the work that I liked to begin. I begin to think and wish all over again. and I began to wonder again and again as I would read the paper aper that I could get about the American language sometimes it was about the far East sometimes it was about the west coast and information about places like Hawaii and other islands out in the southern pacific. just when one day I found it!! a job I could be in interest in, it was right there. and damn if four days later I began to gind a few more. I almost took the job out in a place so far away and so foreign called Australia, after all I said to a man I've never been there and that I know for God damn csure!!! so as soon as I could figure it out a little longer than I expected I hoped a boat towards that way...and did some really ruff work and man I thought it was tuff but I houhhtbu know for damn sure now at 45, I could not make those fucking ideas come and I knew their it would be to far away it would be to far away...well after a few months what it was I came into a continent I could see close enough I could just barely see and I wondered what that was like but man I loved it but we'll as it was we hit stuck somewhere near or close yo India and that wsva bummer and the post was broke doen. and I hougt damn, I don't want to be caught up here landing with those in a broken ip way so I made way towards a new boat and bartered a little I thought I would but I ran into problems but as long I kept moving East and jeptoving then it was not after me...and soon one day it was easier to work and rest and eat and dleep. and relax and each day was another gift...i thought some nights of that boy I had lived and who had finally love me and I'd sigh my how he'd probably gone on with his life..by now and how I wondered so hard if he was very was ever happy without me? and how I'd be missing him for probably forever if I'd left without him and so this somehow I would let him help and work around any all and every non thing and every little obstacle but just then we'd so I'd talk him up into something. and he'd continue to show me the way he'd made all the good decisions that he made with my anosolute show of his be show of mine and we took on to our own advise all the time now and get we slowed down and now and then we'd speed up. speed made them all pass right on by leaving us More and ideas we liked eventutto explore but since we did we stopped exploring and since we did in tousan too, well we got a good mind and we'll be living like it was all oarafise. maybe one day we could retire retire in a wonderful satisfactory place that us dar away but somewhere we'd find just fine and he nor I could not be an old house of proverbial probably's a place not near that to near although I and although he but we look forward to what we need might need mostly a place that couldn't carry that place in our shadows where weren't we hold no more hostages no decisions but my own and no decisions girl his own. a place where we needed each itherostly fun relaxing and nothing more to bother yes we wouldn't go to sleep yo wake back up in the last place they got to hurt on us both. simply healously that we would or wouldn't be hone from. whatever we did what we could do. we did our best to not bring any ideas or no gashed out non gashed to thoughts at all and one day that place forgot about us both forgot about him and forgot anout me...we don't have to live that way so we stayed where ever that place is gonna be untill then well we kept on and I'm so finally do proud if me as the truth and so proud that he the truth to and facing each other isn't hard anymore and no matter what we both turn to each other in all we know we don't go to bed alone and we stayed on and on stayed everyvwgere we wanted to. or oh well we just didn't have the damn lues no more fucking punishment for the bad they had told f and no babe I choose to stay with you and can never let you go I mean I couldn't never ho on all new before I'd just find myself right there at your feet wanting you telling you let me in or you telling me ..I love you Bailey and I now gave known that for sure you love me and this way we hobin. and nobody else can claim and nothing else can be in our way but yet it dies not..but yet gees I hate you!!! yes I hate you to!! and baby hold on hold me long now and hold my hand and through he verses of the songs we didn't live that life oh we changed we nothing except for what it did and changed the experiences that we wondered while that which had lived but I never once forgot about tomorrow and not once did he give up and man oh woman as we went on on through it it got do g c damn tuff. but somehow their was a breZking point I had to get learned and some way or another he got over all he s true. and in a beautiful wedding we got yo someday it was just only tight that we loved each other anyway. I need him !!! not a mother. he needs me not a brother !!! we need these things we get to gave and never give the ways that we truly hated all that was done and the marks we had tgat way it over now and non of us have part and somewhere he'll always find it and I will try to hard and softly I whisperer now I do not the wind each and every day it's only this wotld I'm living in ... sorry I didn't want aom no more never remembered the waving good bye and sadly I could not do more to remove gator which had rubbed Jim so much. and now we find no more fairy tales so let's just say..I gave the right to be all about me and him and hi. the tight the me and her way. god surely didn't know we could go away from that but supported with all he had that only bring nature and distance and make kes sometimes o ran and stupid little stunts like stewing in the desert lanced and . harps played once again thank you for listening in instead of them...my boyfriend my partner...and his girlfriend.
The time had come to start my journey. I leaned out of the window, waving as long as I could while she disappeared into the distance. I already had been heading for Mexico City, Mexico long before the day I left. in fact a whole year had passed since I began to try and get there. Here I was about to catch a Fargo plane to Dallas then from their on into my most thought of place I'd actually go visit in my life time!! yes!! I'd heard the calling in my life! yes, Mexico City, Mexico!! The cab their was fine a bit it made me nervous I felt a little dizzy with the lushed rich thoughts coming my way to the my thoughts and the open window. but I held my breath and in 2 hours I was in flight already coming close to Dallas airport where I would be transferred to the destination of the plane headed into Mexico City, Mexico. After all that was the only part of my plan that seemed to be on schedule. although I said I'd been thinking and trying to get there all along for some months, a year in total, I hadn't had much idea in planning the actual trip itenerary.Infact that was totally due yo the tiny problem of knowing how much money I would have to budget around and not knowing when it would come in, arrived about 4 days before I left. so I had went through and gotten a fresh ID made just because. I had checked on and got a passport in case I went to see other surrounding countries during my visit. I just wanted to be prepared and have other documents of my trip their if anything should happen to me, God bless me, & I mean it though, well it would keep me safe and in extra care at least, year it would. And I had to get a few things to travel with, comfort, style, convenience, price, reusability, and weightless for carrying. plus had to knock myself out of likes of heavy nonpractical, and unuseful trinkets. although I needed something to bring a smile to my face as I would love to give myself an better look, more feminine outlook, but I thought should I go tough and rugged? however after I did all that packed and dvhefuked my plane ticket, I had little time for accommodation ideas and just kept maps notes and names of places and prices, I thought anything else I can do just seems to cplicated right now to plan. after all I winged it the very first time I'd gone, but this time it was different, I was going to actually stay in Mexico City, Mexico. hum...? I wondered how well I'd thought that one through as the plane took off from Dallas to Mexico. well their was no going back!! after all what was their to go back to? about 2years ago my marriage had ended. and about a year ago I met my boyfriend & untill that very moment I hadn't thought or considered him at all and here it was me anout to be 2,849 miles south of where he was. where I'd left be him, back in Fargo!! oh God! I am terrible I thought. well best I could do is make a point to call him when I touched down and settled into a hotel. I thought maybe I'd invite him along by then and had the crazy hope he'd come meet me there in Mexico. an unlikely outcome maybe if he did it'd be great but I had a bad sinking feeling I wanted to ignore that he'd say I was crazy and want me to return back to the (States) home as soon as possible. oh and not to mention on the next flight immediately. oh how that would steam my cookies. and oh jow I'd just hang up and I'd just how the phone in some others close open bag and forgetting that anyway. and going on getting farther from it. as sure. Anyway now I'm becoming excited to hear the captain of the plane announce our arrival and decension in a few minutes to touch down in Mexico City airport, me Mexico, wow I gadped, really 2,849 miles from home I hadn't left there in 5years anyway!! and God wasn't that me always leaving any one any place at any time all of my life though, how'd I go 5 lengthy years without exploding! ? I wondered on that for a moment.But oh well I was there now and entered into an an airport I had not really looked at last time it was friendly and bustly. we'll damn I sang to the outside I swung under the cab too, I said a destination outloud. And I wasn't sure if I even wanted to go there or not but just something to eat and a situational rest was what I needed right now. and I enjoyed the scenery all the time we drove down that stretch of highway. I couldn't even begin to understand the signs to think what they read, damn I thought it wouldn't get right to begin to know that highway name in damn okd places weren't even there they were all new and glorified in neon and flashing lights and Brite Brite white and everything seemed curl and blur and I felt like even my eyes were. and so when we got to the hotel I told him to drive on a lot further to the outskirts of town just somewhere cheaper and that he understood. so I guess I got lucky! smileing🥰😙😋😉😀😁🥰🥰😋😍😎😎😎😎😎🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗😎😎😎😎. down tight now. I got it right. to the hotel there instead. alot money saving is nice and so I went Aon and rented a day too and went inside and washed up and rested a bit. I took my wallet and best but just my purse, and I skipped out after turning the radio on. nobody knew I had taken my phone anyway. and yet I was prepared. so I went on down to the cantena and ordered a burger and a come cause God vi was thirsty, and I got up to check out the rack of magazines I couldn't read and the post cards, and turned their at the dress rack whatever . and with a spell I say I jumped into the next track I took and went on mingoeing with in without makeup ng sure no tail but never looking over my shoulder again I felt an ass as I approached some cars and after awhile u was getting be on a ride out of the area with no English in mind. but I had payed no prices and not ever a thing to be but exits all life and exits all the things I don't like about staying in places to long and to long staying to long in some relationships. and I'd never regret it myself sgain. as I went farther and farther in and further out and backed over the heeksvi took on the newest part was not the diabolical shit they were shoveling at me every crack of dawn u guess I always liked night after all. and about three countries in, along deep with in country scape I forgot the nameless people I meant to recognize as I goes but I didn't bother. just dreams dreams of another day another life time away away from the fucjed up place that fanatic I had never been gad to follow with out a heart without a real existance. oh just cause he thought he was as ...was was supposed to how satanic get was and I'd never give him that which he would not use and not that which he'd be use no none of them at all niether them they had no best of intentions and they listened no more as well as the dwells of birds. so when I saw the flick of birds I'd stop by but I kept on going leaving things like no realized and no more chapters their with him would I write he was never mine. and I'm sure that woman was not even whose thoughtfulness and I can't except the answer if the foreigners face. but I kept on. I kept on. and I left. and kept till even a ND everything about me was lost and confused and travel was hard and far between and the routes were shorter and shorter and things list in jungles since I found I had to jump and fall and get up, and as the mufs splashed my face, I thought I have a phone. I hurried up and called and him only. but the single only picked up to a hang up and I was sure it dud. now I was sad. but as I away heaved s heavy jungle high one filled with such richness and saturated heavy like it could be rain ... I went on crying someyimes at all their was in the wirld. and I found things that made me smile and then suddenly "u" me the I the I in me began to singely breathe. dashed I then to that something that held me and ride on and jumped off when it slowed. and then I said now get need.., and it then gave in a few steps a opening that I could start I could forsee a way, and in a little steps I focused on my tide to soon be. and walked up to it and I got a ride somewhere and saw some witch doctor's cause I was dropping a line and I hoped that the heaven I'd have to reach up into the tree and grab it out of a tree. but for I traveled for as long as the traveled and as long as I went on traveling...no not was it sleep was it awake was it hunger or was it thirsty I went on to try I said to myself see if I could make a way to something I liked so I'd start with an idea and head and ask stupidly like an American English speaking guy and head out there and stay a little while and when always when there was no one alive st that hour of any ol day or night I'd get hone and I'd keep going cause I we living high. and I never did want to get of those beautiful and good damn forsaken jungles. but then months later I finally reached some shores. and I stood at the Frontline of that ocean feeling the breeze I smelled and inhaled that which was the icean. natural as I had gotten out there it was breath taking but I sat then I cried at only the miraculus journey I'd come how did I? but I didn't answer that and I felt a melody play in my heart and in my mind and in hearing like it came off the oceans and the seas like it was meant be there for me just me and since I didn't see anyone for what looked like well of well of miles I thought I'd out next time waste those final things I needed to go over. I thought it's amazing to know that anout the place and that me I'm meirely every which way. and I smirked and I caught my mouth no ivwouod not enter that libtight of libraries ever again in anyway. and so I moved on then kinda being alone ng but on my way and washed out all the the crazy stones. I scrubbed the gravy from my chest but it was on my feet and punctual woah was it not me I said vto myself that marched all that damn terrain? and was it not me was it just really all me? but never seeing no one else around in bed in shower while watching TV and never with any room service st all I let myself stay there on my feet for awhile for as long as I could afford .. but long before the money ran out I went out and did some idd captain off jobs u could scramble up for a woman to do and saved them monies and I enjoyed what each day bring soon I met a few old fellows and children and their was a few women in the back of the hands of the close country near the work that I liked to begin. I begin to think and wish all over again. and I began to wonder again and again as I would read the paper aper that I could get about the American language sometimes it was about the far East sometimes it was about the west coast and information about places like Hawaii and other islands out in the southern pacific. just when one day I found it!! a job I could be in interest in, it was right there. and damn if four days later I began to gind a few more. I almost took the job out in a place so far away and so foreign called Australia, after all I said to a man I've never been there and that I know for God damn csure!!! so as soon as I could figure it out a little longer than I expected I hoped a boat towards that way...and did some really ruff work and man I thought it was tuff but I houhhtbu know for damn sure now at 45, I could not make those fucking ideas come and I knew their it would be to far away it would be to far away...well after a few months what it was I came into a continent I could see close enough I could just barely see and I wondered what that was like but man I loved it but we'll as it was we hit stuck somewhere near or close yo India and that wsva bummer and the post was broke doen. and I hougt damn, I don't want to be caught up here landing with those in a broken ip way so I made way towards a new boat and bartered a little I thought I would but I ran into problems but as long I kept moving East and jeptoving then it was not after me...and soon one day it was easier to work and rest and eat and dleep. and relax and each day was another gift...i thought some nights of that boy I had lived and who had finally love me and I'd sigh my how he'd probably gone on with his life..by now and how I wondered so hard if he was very was ever happy without me? and how I'd be missing him for probably forever if I'd left without him and so this somehow I would let him help and work around any all and every non thing and every little obstacle but just then we'd so I'd talk him up into something. and he'd continue to show me the way he'd made all the good decisions that he made with my anosolute show of his be show of mine and we took on to our own advise all the time now and get we slowed down and now and then we'd speed up. speed made them all pass right on by leaving us More and ideas we liked eventutto explore but since we did we stopped exploring and since we did in tousan too, well we got a good mind and we'll be living like it was all oarafise. maybe one day we could retire retire in a wonderful satisfactory place that us dar away but somewhere we'd find just fine and he nor I could not be an old house of proverbial probably's a place not near that to near although I and although he but we look forward to what we need might need mostly a place that couldn't carry that place in our shadows where weren't we hold no more hostages no decisions but my own and no decisions girl his own. a place where we needed each itherostly fun relaxing and nothing more to bother yes we wouldn't go to sleep yo wake back up in the last place they got to hurt on us both. simply healously that we would or wouldn't be hone from. whatever we did what we could do. we did our best to not bring any ideas or no gashed out non gashed to thoughts at all and one day that place forgot about us both forgot about him and forgot anout me...we don't have to live that way so we stayed where ever that place is gonna be untill then well we kept on and I'm so finally do proud if me as the truth and so proud that he the truth to and facing each other isn't hard anymore and no matter what we both turn to each other in all we know we don't go to bed alone and we stayed on and on stayed everyvwgere we wanted to. or oh well we just didn't have the damn lues no more fucking punishment for the bad they had told f and no babe I choose to stay with you and can never let you go I mean I couldn't never ho on all new before I'd just find myself right there at your feet wanting you telling you let me in or you telling me ..I love you Bailey and I now gave known that for sure you love me and this way we hobin. and nobody else can claim and nothing else can be in our way but yet it dies not..but yet gees I hate you!!! yes I hate you to!! and baby hold on hold me long now and hold my hand and through he verses of the songs we didn't live that life oh we changed we nothing except for what it did and changed the experiences that we wondered while that which had lived but I never once forgot about tomorrow and not once did he give up and man oh woman as we went on on through it it got do g c damn tuff. but somehow their was a breZking point I had to get learned and some way or another he got over all he s true. and in a beautiful wedding we got yo someday it was just only tight that we loved each other anyway. I need him !!! not a mother. he needs me not a brother !!! we need these things we get to gave and never give the ways that we truly hated all that was done and the marks we had tgat way it over now and non of us have part and somewhere he'll always find it and I will try to hard and softly I whisperer now I do not the wind each and every day it's only this wotld I'm living in ... sorry I didn't want aom no more never remembered the waving good bye and sadly I could not do more to remove gator which had rubbed Jim so much. and now we find no more fairy tales so let's just say..I gave the right to be all about me and him and hi. the tight the me and her way. god surely didn't know we could go away from that but supported with all he had that only bring nature and distance and make kes sometimes o ran and stupid little stunts like stewing in the desert lanced and . harps played once again thank you for listening in instead of them...my boyfriend my partner...and his girlfriend.
