Where I've been, what I've seen, the things I've done and what's been done to me has been anything but a fairytale. The darkness encountered, the cold stifeling pain endurdered that kept me woundering where all the beauty in this God forsaken world was, or if was just wishful thinking, had my world in a constant state of spiraling chaos. I never was able to grab a hold of anything stable or real, only finding moments of false security due to an illusion so masterfully put together by the...