I had a situation last night that could have went bad , I'm just thankful I'm cognitive enough to understand that I'm more then my past. See here's the situation I was out doing something I shouldn't have, when I walked by this woman and I said "How you doing momma , just acknowledging her presence, she was goblinishly unattractive so I wasn't trying to flirt. I just was courteously speaking.Then this gorilla monster started tweaking. Blurting out "Don't call me that! I ain't yo momma Mutha fucka ! She was seething. So confused I brushed it off and dismissed the booger wolf with a wave of my hand. Telling myself she must be tweaking. But she kept on shouting profanities my way till I started to entertain it and get heated. "Shut up Bitch" I shouted out , you dumb ass broad I was merely speaking". She started heading up some stairs yelling baby baby come get this heathen. In a split second I made a choice to get outta dodge and not engage this idiot coming to bereave me. I wasn't scared I had no fear, and you know me usually I live to leave a stupid Mutha fucka grieving. I had my knife, I had my pistol so no reason for me to flee. But the cops around the corner gave me pause enough not to react like the neanderthal I usually tend to be. so I put some pep inside my step and got some distance between me and her screaming idiot boyfriend that was defending the honor of this feeble minded grizzly. Thinking to my self he doesn't even know what happened but could get unalived this evening. My younger days I would have waited till he got close enough to see me then I would have shot or slit his throat dumb Mutha fucka just for speaking. But I'm older now with more to lose a couple prison terms under my belt. Makes me rethink my reactions given. Not my ego or the fact I need to prove to others how hard I am. These days I just don't even entertain them. He didn't know God spared his life , by me choosing to walk away. But a little piece of me wanted to go back and ruin his day. I guess even in my new found maturity, the evil kid in me wanted to go play!
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