I'd been happy and I'm. there are things, you need time to sort out.
I wanted to be in my limit that i wanted to be.
I just wanted to be clear in some life changing decision.
sometimes I do feel sad, for not taking those serious things I really need to be serious.
I wish I would read and listen what I just scribbled right now.
pain and happiness are universal constant.
and I feel I can't treat someone the way they treat me bad.
I'm not a person born heartless, but they do make my heart numb and sometimes like a stone.
some peoples are really beautiful, I thought them as foolish first but later I'm the one to be foolish.
some people sculpture the stone to a beautiful piece,
some makes the crushed paper into a fine art,
some people make the sky look beautiful
some people make those pretty efforts to make someone's life, happy.
efforts are beautiful... indeed it is.

I love making efforts.
I've my monster and angel.
I'll show what to whom, they deserve.

I'll overcome my past, my thoughts, my everything and will start over again.

I don't know how much I traveled, but I really don't care to step a very thrilling turn.
I don't want to change, but to transform.

don't change yourself for someone or for something, transform...
transform yourself highly...


© Hazel