I feel the pain every night before I close my eyes to sleep.

I hug the pain within me, until I feel tired about thinking of you.

I question myself everyday, to why I have felt this way for so long.

I want to feel that I have forgotten about the pain.

but it grows, it makes me feel weaker as i am slowly hiding back into my bubble.

i know you have moved on but i still want to wait that youll come back and tell me to give it another try.

im trying to heal. but you have no idea how much youve hurt me. how much ive hurt me. for believing in you.
© cece