The only option I had was to become one with pain , to give it home and let it run its course at the time it seems the only option I had. I become num I locked all the hurt down inside my heart , even though I was screaming so loud on the inside I was very good at hiding the scars . It become my truth I was no longer able to fight it , I had many questions with no answers all this was happening within . Each day become a drag because even though I was live , I was good as dead on the inside. Life had no better meaning because all I knew was hardship and sorrow, it felt as if I was born for it because of how it even become to suit me . From day to day I become to embrace it , there's no point of denying what it looked like my destiny . Even the scars can fade while the heart is still far from healing , as I tried my hardest best to hide my truth I become to have multiple personalities because the world had no place for people like me .In order to survive you had to be strong and tough, we keep wearing our mask in order to blend and suffer only . It was only one climpse of hope that I begin to breath and fought to the other side of victory, slowly by slowly I found my voice which was the greater missing weapon to fight the demon I was faced with . Now it was no longer me wanting to heal but being aware that my healing was not only for me , but for many who have experienced the same ordeal as myself. It took me acknowledging that what was the cause of all brokenness, and making a oath to myself that I was not going to determine and rule my entire life , I kept pressing on . Each day become bearable because I was no longer fighting against myself , but I become to discover my authentic self which is a diamond. I research within the purpose that I was born for , I grandually found confidence to live again my unapologetic life. Fully and confidently purposely living each moment as it was my life knowing and understand that I was born for greatness, the journey become so beautiful as I become to acknowledge my strength I was so zoomed in and fascinated with this new me . It was no longer about me wanting to hide my scars , but me celebrating them because they birth the greater version of myself . I took it to myself to celebrate me and every milestone I pass because I begin to release what a gem I was . It doesn't matter what life throws at us we don't have to let it determine our destination, when you find courage to dust yourself allow nothing to take you back from where you started. Life is beautiful when you have discovered your God given assignment because that will drive you to be zealously and empowered .We become voice once we overcome, as for me I made it my mission to openly help others that are at my reach .
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