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निखिल निराला प्रेम जोगी(उपन्यास)
#Nikhil nirala prem jogi
@nikhilthakur
इस उपन्यास में जो नाम लिखें वे सब काल्पनिक है ...
‼️NIKIL NIRALA PREAM JOGI:MERI AASHIQUI AB TUM SE HI
(NIKHIL-JHANSI)TRUE LOVE STORY.....‼️
MAINE JHANSI KO SAB SUCH BATA DIYA
AUTHOR BY.........
:....NIKHIL THAKUR(CHET RAM)
DATED....07/07/2015
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Pyar ki manzil me chalna itna aasan nhi hai.yeh toh mujhe ab pta chal gya tha ...jab mujhe pyar hua jhansi se or Mera pyar dheere dheere or ghera hone lga tha... .Mera man bhi uske bagair nhi lgta tha....pta ni mujhe kya ho rha hai..kiyu mujhe uski aadat se pad gyi hai..kiyu yeh dil uske bina nhi reh paa rha hai...kaisa hai yeh ishq..
....ishq or pyar ke kai keesse toh sune the maine or bahut se pade bhi the ....parntu kabi maine yeh nhi socha tha ki mujhe bhi ishq hoga... Mujhe bhi pyar hoga or aaj tak sirf ladkiyon ki taraf mera aakarshan hi raha tha.....ek kaamvasana thi..bas or kuchh nhi tha.waqt ke chalte-chalte meri soch...Mera tarika..mera ladkiyon ke prti mere vichar sab alag se hone lge or bas ab zindgi kuchh or si hone lgi thi meri or dil khoya khoya sa rehne lga or mera man bhi ab kisika sapne bhunane lga.
....kon si hai yeh ladki jisne chand dino me hi mujhe badal diya or meri saari buri aaddton ko bhi mita hi dala..mujhe ek achha insan bna dala. Kya jaadu hai is ldki ki aawaz me.kya jaadu hai iske samjhane ke tarike me..bas mai haan pe haan milata hi gya....bas Mai toh maano uski aawaz ko sunkar sab kuchh bhul hi baithata tha or uski Haan me Haan hi Mila deta ...mujhe kuchh bhi hosh hi nhi rhata tha ...mujhe ab dheere-dheere uski aadat si padne lag gyi...or yeh aaddat toh ab bahut ghehri hoti jaa rhi thi meri ....ab toh yeh ldki mere jeene ka sahara hi ban gyi hai..ab iss se hi Mera wajoud hai.or meri pahchaan hai..or Mera sab kuchh hai...bhavishay ke ghehre ganghor baadalo se toh Mai anjaan hi tha ....ki bhavishay me yeh Mera ishq mujhe aabad Karega ya barbaad .......in sab baaton se hum dono anjaan hi the...bas Mai Uske pyaar me dhubata hi Chala gya....
07/08/2015....Aaj din ko na jaane mujhe kya ho gya tha ....mai bahut soch vichar kar rha tha....man bahut pareshaan tha or mai bhi bahut tension me tha.....bas yeh soch rha tha ki agr jhansi ko meri aslit ka pta lgega toh mai kya krunga ....Kahi Woh mujhse door toh nhi chali jaayegi ......dil toh yehi keh rha tha ki Nikhil bta de sab kuchh such jhansi ko....Agr use kahain or se pta lgega toh use bahut dukh hoga....or man mana kr rha tha .poore dinbhar isi soch se ...isi tension me hi mai bahut pareshaan ho rha tha ......or mai jhansi ko khona bhi nhi chahta tha. Bas yehi darr mujhe bahut sta rha tha....or samjh me kuchh bhi nhi aa rha tha meri.
Sochte -sochte yu hi pareshaan ho rha tha or dard bhi bahut ho rha tha usse khone ke baare me Soch Kar .. ...kya kru kuchh samjh nhi aa rha tha k phir 3.00 bje jhansi ka phone aaya maine use sab kuchh bta diya ki main kya hu....phele use kuchh bhi samj nhi aaya ki Maine kya bola....phir Maine samjhaya usko ....Phir sab kuchh smjh aane ke baad wo Rone lgi ...mujhe bahut dukh hua or mai apne aap ko kosane lga....or sochane lga ki bekar hi iski zindgi me dhakhal andaaz kiya.zindgi me bhi wo shayd itni nhi royi hogi jitna wo mere saath roi hai...Maine socha ab jhansi mujhe chhod degi or mai phir se tanha sa ho jaunga.par kya kru mai jhooth ki neev se apne pyar ki imarat khadi nhi krna chahta tha....isiliye Maine badi mushkil se usse sab kuchh bta diya.haalanki maine usko apne or priya ke baare me bhi bta diya ki ....priya ke prti sirf Mera aakarshan tha .or such bhi yehi tha ki priya ke prti aakarshan hi tha or mai uss aakarshan pyar samjh baith gya tha...parntu mujhe aajtak yehi smjh hi nhi aaya ki Priya ke Saath mujhe kewal aakarshan hi tha ya pyaar tha .....parantu pyar ka bta ab chala ki pyar kya hota hai.dil ki tadap kya hoti hai.bechaini kya hoti hai.or ekpal koi door jaaye toh dil me dard sa hone lgta hai....Dil ka tadpana kya hota ....yeh sab kuchh realize toh mujhe Jhansi ke saath releshionship me rehkar hi hua tha ......
Shyad Priya sirf ek aakarshan sa tha mere liye ...or shayad mai use pyaar maan baitha ho ..parntu priye ke Saath bitaye pal bhi mujhe Yaad hai ....or hum dono aaj bhi ek achhe friend hai ......mai toh sirf ek baar hi priya se mila hu...wohi hum dono ki pheli mulakaat thi ...or Uske baad hum dono mile nhi Kabhi .....or Uske baad kuchh month ke baad hum dono Ka breakup bhi ho gya tha ...or baki toh mai aajtak priya se mila hi nhi tha sirf do-teen mahine me hi priya se phone me baat krti thi...or toh or baat bhi zayada nhi krti thi....zindgi ke safar m bhagwan shiv ki mujh par bahut hi karipa thi.or jab koi shaqs mere saath daga kar rha ho to us shaqs ka bewafa wala chera mujhe jldi hi pta chal jaata hai.or mujhe purabanuaabhas ho jaata hai ki wo shaqs mere saath daga kar rha hai.or Karega ...
.....tanhai ka aalam sa ho rha tha ab mujhe ..mai phir se akela sa ho gya hu or aaj Maine jhansi ke dil ko dukhaya .Ab mujhe aisa lga ki shayad jhansi mujhse baat nhi karegi.Maine usse apni life ka such to bta diya ki mai ek sadhak hu.ek taantrik hu.ek Himalaya yogi.jiski Himalaya ke yogiyo ke beech ek mahima hai.abhi tak mai pooranrup se taantrik sadhanayo me saflta parapta nhin kar paya tha ...par gurudev ki karipa se mai apne grehsat jeevan jeene ke saath saath apni bhoitik sadhanyo me abhi tak jhunjh rha tha .abhi tak maine sadhanatamk ki paratham awastha ka gyan prapat kiya tha Jisse sirf jaankari hi di jaati hai sadhak ko.ab mai dusari awasatha me tha jisme sadhana karwai jaati hai.
Sadhguru ki karipa thi ki mujhe ek atiutam ladki mili hai jiska varanan shashtro me kiya hai.par har ek sundar cheez ke saath ek na ek dukh hota hi hai or use paane ke liye kuchh khona bhi pdta hai.parantu gurudev ki karipa thi ki mujhe jhansi mili or ab pyar ka naya adhaya shuru ho gya .pyar ki ek nayi kahani shuru ho gyi .or jisme dil ke umang Pream rupi nadhi me bahne ke liye udhvegit ho rhe thi .
.....aaj jhansi ko such bta ke dil ko chain sa mehsus ho rha tha.dil khush toh tha par usse zayada udaas bhi ....kiyunki aaj maine apni jaan ka dil toda hai.mujhe vishwas sa ho gya tha ki jhansi ab mujhse baat nhi kregi or ab na hi shayad pyar bhi nhi rha hoga .na hi mujhe pasand kregi.mai Rone lga or guru dev ko yaad krne lga.ekpl ko aisa lga ki maine sab kuchh kho diya hai or ab mujhe tanha hi rhna hai .waise bhi mai phele tanha sa tha or aaj bhi.par kismat ko kuchh or hi manjoor tha.Hume Judaa krne ki jagha kismat me hum dono kob utna hi nazdik la diya.Maine socha aaj jhansi mujhe phone nhi kregi.par mai galt tha jhansi ne mujhe call ki or mera saath diya or Kaha Mai hamesha tumhre Saath hun...or Mera vishwas jhansi par or zayada hone lga .humane Phir baat ki or Aise baat kr rhe the ki Jaise kuchh bhi na hoya ho.
Such me agr dil m sachcha pyar ho to Chaahe kuchh bhi ho jaaye ...par ek dusre ke bina
Rehna mushkil sa ho jaata hai.I love you so much jhansi ...ab bas jeena hai to jhansi ke. Liye or wohi ab meri zindgi hai or jeene ka aasra hai....or hum aage bhi baat krne lge or ek dusre ke ab or bhi kareeeb aa gye the
NIKHIL THAKUR (CHET RAM)
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© Nikhilthakur
@nikhilthakur
इस उपन्यास में जो नाम लिखें वे सब काल्पनिक है ...
‼️NIKIL NIRALA PREAM JOGI:MERI AASHIQUI AB TUM SE HI
(NIKHIL-JHANSI)TRUE LOVE STORY.....‼️
MAINE JHANSI KO SAB SUCH BATA DIYA
AUTHOR BY.........
:....NIKHIL THAKUR(CHET RAM)
DATED....07/07/2015
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Pyar ki manzil me chalna itna aasan nhi hai.yeh toh mujhe ab pta chal gya tha ...jab mujhe pyar hua jhansi se or Mera pyar dheere dheere or ghera hone lga tha... .Mera man bhi uske bagair nhi lgta tha....pta ni mujhe kya ho rha hai..kiyu mujhe uski aadat se pad gyi hai..kiyu yeh dil uske bina nhi reh paa rha hai...kaisa hai yeh ishq..
....ishq or pyar ke kai keesse toh sune the maine or bahut se pade bhi the ....parntu kabi maine yeh nhi socha tha ki mujhe bhi ishq hoga... Mujhe bhi pyar hoga or aaj tak sirf ladkiyon ki taraf mera aakarshan hi raha tha.....ek kaamvasana thi..bas or kuchh nhi tha.waqt ke chalte-chalte meri soch...Mera tarika..mera ladkiyon ke prti mere vichar sab alag se hone lge or bas ab zindgi kuchh or si hone lgi thi meri or dil khoya khoya sa rehne lga or mera man bhi ab kisika sapne bhunane lga.
....kon si hai yeh ladki jisne chand dino me hi mujhe badal diya or meri saari buri aaddton ko bhi mita hi dala..mujhe ek achha insan bna dala. Kya jaadu hai is ldki ki aawaz me.kya jaadu hai iske samjhane ke tarike me..bas mai haan pe haan milata hi gya....bas Mai toh maano uski aawaz ko sunkar sab kuchh bhul hi baithata tha or uski Haan me Haan hi Mila deta ...mujhe kuchh bhi hosh hi nhi rhata tha ...mujhe ab dheere-dheere uski aadat si padne lag gyi...or yeh aaddat toh ab bahut ghehri hoti jaa rhi thi meri ....ab toh yeh ldki mere jeene ka sahara hi ban gyi hai..ab iss se hi Mera wajoud hai.or meri pahchaan hai..or Mera sab kuchh hai...bhavishay ke ghehre ganghor baadalo se toh Mai anjaan hi tha ....ki bhavishay me yeh Mera ishq mujhe aabad Karega ya barbaad .......in sab baaton se hum dono anjaan hi the...bas Mai Uske pyaar me dhubata hi Chala gya....
07/08/2015....Aaj din ko na jaane mujhe kya ho gya tha ....mai bahut soch vichar kar rha tha....man bahut pareshaan tha or mai bhi bahut tension me tha.....bas yeh soch rha tha ki agr jhansi ko meri aslit ka pta lgega toh mai kya krunga ....Kahi Woh mujhse door toh nhi chali jaayegi ......dil toh yehi keh rha tha ki Nikhil bta de sab kuchh such jhansi ko....Agr use kahain or se pta lgega toh use bahut dukh hoga....or man mana kr rha tha .poore dinbhar isi soch se ...isi tension me hi mai bahut pareshaan ho rha tha ......or mai jhansi ko khona bhi nhi chahta tha. Bas yehi darr mujhe bahut sta rha tha....or samjh me kuchh bhi nhi aa rha tha meri.
Sochte -sochte yu hi pareshaan ho rha tha or dard bhi bahut ho rha tha usse khone ke baare me Soch Kar .. ...kya kru kuchh samjh nhi aa rha tha k phir 3.00 bje jhansi ka phone aaya maine use sab kuchh bta diya ki main kya hu....phele use kuchh bhi samj nhi aaya ki Maine kya bola....phir Maine samjhaya usko ....Phir sab kuchh smjh aane ke baad wo Rone lgi ...mujhe bahut dukh hua or mai apne aap ko kosane lga....or sochane lga ki bekar hi iski zindgi me dhakhal andaaz kiya.zindgi me bhi wo shayd itni nhi royi hogi jitna wo mere saath roi hai...Maine socha ab jhansi mujhe chhod degi or mai phir se tanha sa ho jaunga.par kya kru mai jhooth ki neev se apne pyar ki imarat khadi nhi krna chahta tha....isiliye Maine badi mushkil se usse sab kuchh bta diya.haalanki maine usko apne or priya ke baare me bhi bta diya ki ....priya ke prti sirf Mera aakarshan tha .or such bhi yehi tha ki priya ke prti aakarshan hi tha or mai uss aakarshan pyar samjh baith gya tha...parntu mujhe aajtak yehi smjh hi nhi aaya ki Priya ke Saath mujhe kewal aakarshan hi tha ya pyaar tha .....parantu pyar ka bta ab chala ki pyar kya hota hai.dil ki tadap kya hoti hai.bechaini kya hoti hai.or ekpal koi door jaaye toh dil me dard sa hone lgta hai....Dil ka tadpana kya hota ....yeh sab kuchh realize toh mujhe Jhansi ke saath releshionship me rehkar hi hua tha ......
Shyad Priya sirf ek aakarshan sa tha mere liye ...or shayad mai use pyaar maan baitha ho ..parntu priye ke Saath bitaye pal bhi mujhe Yaad hai ....or hum dono aaj bhi ek achhe friend hai ......mai toh sirf ek baar hi priya se mila hu...wohi hum dono ki pheli mulakaat thi ...or Uske baad hum dono mile nhi Kabhi .....or Uske baad kuchh month ke baad hum dono Ka breakup bhi ho gya tha ...or baki toh mai aajtak priya se mila hi nhi tha sirf do-teen mahine me hi priya se phone me baat krti thi...or toh or baat bhi zayada nhi krti thi....zindgi ke safar m bhagwan shiv ki mujh par bahut hi karipa thi.or jab koi shaqs mere saath daga kar rha ho to us shaqs ka bewafa wala chera mujhe jldi hi pta chal jaata hai.or mujhe purabanuaabhas ho jaata hai ki wo shaqs mere saath daga kar rha hai.or Karega ...
.....tanhai ka aalam sa ho rha tha ab mujhe ..mai phir se akela sa ho gya hu or aaj Maine jhansi ke dil ko dukhaya .Ab mujhe aisa lga ki shayad jhansi mujhse baat nhi karegi.Maine usse apni life ka such to bta diya ki mai ek sadhak hu.ek taantrik hu.ek Himalaya yogi.jiski Himalaya ke yogiyo ke beech ek mahima hai.abhi tak mai pooranrup se taantrik sadhanayo me saflta parapta nhin kar paya tha ...par gurudev ki karipa se mai apne grehsat jeevan jeene ke saath saath apni bhoitik sadhanyo me abhi tak jhunjh rha tha .abhi tak maine sadhanatamk ki paratham awastha ka gyan prapat kiya tha Jisse sirf jaankari hi di jaati hai sadhak ko.ab mai dusari awasatha me tha jisme sadhana karwai jaati hai.
Sadhguru ki karipa thi ki mujhe ek atiutam ladki mili hai jiska varanan shashtro me kiya hai.par har ek sundar cheez ke saath ek na ek dukh hota hi hai or use paane ke liye kuchh khona bhi pdta hai.parantu gurudev ki karipa thi ki mujhe jhansi mili or ab pyar ka naya adhaya shuru ho gya .pyar ki ek nayi kahani shuru ho gyi .or jisme dil ke umang Pream rupi nadhi me bahne ke liye udhvegit ho rhe thi .
.....aaj jhansi ko such bta ke dil ko chain sa mehsus ho rha tha.dil khush toh tha par usse zayada udaas bhi ....kiyunki aaj maine apni jaan ka dil toda hai.mujhe vishwas sa ho gya tha ki jhansi ab mujhse baat nhi kregi or ab na hi shayad pyar bhi nhi rha hoga .na hi mujhe pasand kregi.mai Rone lga or guru dev ko yaad krne lga.ekpl ko aisa lga ki maine sab kuchh kho diya hai or ab mujhe tanha hi rhna hai .waise bhi mai phele tanha sa tha or aaj bhi.par kismat ko kuchh or hi manjoor tha.Hume Judaa krne ki jagha kismat me hum dono kob utna hi nazdik la diya.Maine socha aaj jhansi mujhe phone nhi kregi.par mai galt tha jhansi ne mujhe call ki or mera saath diya or Kaha Mai hamesha tumhre Saath hun...or Mera vishwas jhansi par or zayada hone lga .humane Phir baat ki or Aise baat kr rhe the ki Jaise kuchh bhi na hoya ho.
Such me agr dil m sachcha pyar ho to Chaahe kuchh bhi ho jaaye ...par ek dusre ke bina
Rehna mushkil sa ho jaata hai.I love you so much jhansi ...ab bas jeena hai to jhansi ke. Liye or wohi ab meri zindgi hai or jeene ka aasra hai....or hum aage bhi baat krne lge or ek dusre ke ab or bhi kareeeb aa gye the
NIKHIL THAKUR (CHET RAM)
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© Nikhilthakur
