Hi I thought I would give a little bit of my story of the past yearish. It has probably been longer than a year but honestly my memory is awful.

I got married to my Husband in 2021 after we had our first child. It was wonderful. I was happy. We had a couple ups and downs but nothing major. He had an accident in late 2021 but we survived that. I worked and he healed and then I got pregnant with my second child. After I had my second child in 2022 everything changed. It wasn't super obvious at first. He was just angry sometimes. And he would drink occasionally. I didn't really think much of it. Early 2023 is when things got worse. He would buy high proof alcohol often. I wasn't sure how often cause he hid it well and the anger got worst. I couldn't understand that he was drunk while this was happening cause I never saw him drinking. I knew he bought it but I never saw him drink. It started with screaming. He would be taking a nap and I would try and wake him up and he would wake up screaming. Yelling at me and punching holes in our walls. I never knew what was happening. And he would never calm down. Literally the only way he would stop is when I would fall asleep or he walked away to go fall back asleep somewhere else in our house. I would tell him in the morning and he would blame it on him being a grumpy person when he woke up. So I...