I don't want a 'he' to comfort me, even I don't want my mother to sing a lullaby. I don't want my father's blind trust, I don't want my siblings to tell me that everything will be fine. I don't want a best friend or a group of friends to pat my head or give me a bear hug, because it's not something which others can fix. This pain inside me is so sharp but mixed with my other pains, but still not common like them. It's tearing me from inside like someone is trying to separate my own soul from my body.
I don't know but it's very very bad feeling. Alas! words can't describe everything and I can only be right after writing my mind but here words are not describing my feelings.
I can sacrifice every happiness of my life but in exchange I want that very unknown thing which my heart is craving for very long or maybe from eternity. I want that thing, just that thing.


(According to Hindu mythology, souls are immortal a human body can die but soul can never die.)