#LifeChangingContest
Events and Lessons

She had grown up. seeing her parents fights...
so it was etched in her mind that she wouldn't marry at all.
but at a later stage, she felt living alone wasn't easy. She longed for a companion and got married. She became a mother to a baby boy... God chose her to struggle more as the child had some health issues.. But she accepted God's will and fought for her child's life... alone. Her so called companion wasn't there to share the responsibility... and they parted.
She fought and fought... but God was testing her still...
Her life threatening illness gave a blow to her confidence...
The Agony of a mother... was unseen by God or was it just another challenge to make her strong?
Again she overcame all, but this time, she was drained physically and mentally... The child being singlehandedly raised had issues with her as a mother. but she bore all and cried quiet. This event in her life changed her entirely and made her vulnerable for love and affection.
Then came a ray of sunshine in her life... A friend, or a Soulmate... ?
She couldn't give a name for this beautiful relationship where there were lot of fights but also affection amongst them galore.
Initially, she kept a distance, as he was a family man... He kept on showering her with love and affection. But he never took her advantage as a single woman. That touched her heart as she craved for such emotional support only. She kept on avoiding him but somewhere, his care and attention bonded her to him and she just seeked his company emotionally.
He left the city for better prospects.. but they were always in touch.. calls, texts and that was all that she wanted...
Not his physical presence.. but only being in touch... for her to cry out her heart and be relaxed. His voice was more than enough for her stress to go down and smile.

But his behaviour started changing, keeping restrictions on talking and texting... she followed all... with hurt and pain... just that he won't leave..as all left her...again.

then the day came... when he just bluntly said... he would want to be only in his world of his near and dear... as he could devote more time there and wouldn't want to be in touch with her anymore and just blocked her in every aspect..
She was not given an opportunity to ask... why did he be with her so long ?..
when she refused to take him as a friend even then,
why was she treated as an option when she never asked for any commitment?
Why couldn't he speak to her at least once in a while... to soothen her hurt heart and mind, to give her the confidence that she could face all in life with him being there for her.
These questions rattle her mind... she lives with stress unable to ask him anything as he is not reachable for her.
A lesson learnt for life... she withdrew back into her shell... never to open up again...
She questions God... what is destined for her... is it that all will come and abandon her once their need is over or is it that after all these hardships, God has some other plans for her... ?

She fights today again... alone... with lessons learned, that inspires her to get up and fight again and still she trusts her God...... He is watching... someday... his mind changes and her tests end.

someday...
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