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Addicted to writing
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Everyone, It's me Arooja and I'm here after a long time as I had mentioned once that " My Love for writing is like the best medicine for the worst pain", So today It's been three months since I had posted a story on my personal experience about Pain.
I, many times wished to write a new story or complete the old one but I was too busy to write even a quote so, I may not be able to write quotes also in future , I thought I should share with you all, and I just want to give some time to myself through words , I don't know how but I badly feel that I should again now write about my own self , and explore myself.
I used to share here about the current situation of Kashmir and many people used to support me like that of Writers from Pakistan, even Indians but some people used to say indirectly you are wrong....... bla bla bla.
That made me to avoid writing about my land and then I totally ended to write on these topics but now I want to write about myself how I feel as this is the only App where my words were respected and appreciated.
As compared to other people , The writers of this App are very mature and understanding, not everyone but most of the people.
I just want to end the habit of insulting these haters for their toxic behavior and I now want to explore myself through my words.
I feel suffocated, If I don't pen down what I feel because I was addicted to writing, I will never stop writing.
In these months, I used to write on my notebooks about myself and that made me to tolerate these mean mates.
But now writing about these people is like opening your grave in which time had buried your bitter memories , I was from the very childhood addressed to be calm and innocent, but I won't change my nature due these negative people.
I will now totally end the regrets.
I survive due to my write ups but I won't make this survival skill to remind me my bitter memories , I experienced in past.
I am addicted to writing because I wanted to seek eternity , peace of mind and a healthy humanitarian world.
© Aruwrites
Everyone, It's me Arooja and I'm here after a long time as I had mentioned once that " My Love for writing is like the best medicine for the worst pain", So today It's been three months since I had posted a story on my personal experience about Pain.
I, many times wished to write a new story or complete the old one but I was too busy to write even a quote so, I may not be able to write quotes also in future , I thought I should share with you all, and I just want to give some time to myself through words , I don't know how but I badly feel that I should again now write about my own self , and explore myself.
I used to share here about the current situation of Kashmir and many people used to support me like that of Writers from Pakistan, even Indians but some people used to say indirectly you are wrong....... bla bla bla.
That made me to avoid writing about my land and then I totally ended to write on these topics but now I want to write about myself how I feel as this is the only App where my words were respected and appreciated.
As compared to other people , The writers of this App are very mature and understanding, not everyone but most of the people.
I just want to end the habit of insulting these haters for their toxic behavior and I now want to explore myself through my words.
I feel suffocated, If I don't pen down what I feel because I was addicted to writing, I will never stop writing.
In these months, I used to write on my notebooks about myself and that made me to tolerate these mean mates.
But now writing about these people is like opening your grave in which time had buried your bitter memories , I was from the very childhood addressed to be calm and innocent, but I won't change my nature due these negative people.
I will now totally end the regrets.
I survive due to my write ups but I won't make this survival skill to remind me my bitter memories , I experienced in past.
I am addicted to writing because I wanted to seek eternity , peace of mind and a healthy humanitarian world.
© Aruwrites
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