I understood from a young age that I wasn't happy. however the life I lead now o a different one all together. I now know what you need in a life. Not money, love, or posh houses, instead you need a lot of hope and enthusiasm. To get life up and started. however their is one more thing that helped me in my travels and that was family. yes this is different to love. Family will keep you going and love will just spin you round on circles. There are many things a family can give you and one of those things in direction. Direction is key in a stable and secure life.bthe top person in my life was me. I decided at 19 that I would change my morals. lead by example if you know what I mean. write anything and everything along the way. and one day maybe lead. I do not been love to help me with that. I simply need me. so the message here is this. make yourself open for change and build your life around it. I did. I may not be rich, however I am happy and that is what matters. right. well I thinkn so anyway