"Why am i alone??"every time i see myself i feel lonliness i tried to search answers but i didn't got one i tried everthing dating,spending time with friend,going in parties but despite of a lot crowd i always feel alone and aimless i didn't know what to do?how to do? it's like a soul less person i started to became cold to everyone and slowly -slowly i lost all my friends now i was really alone .I was confused about my life and one day i started to walk back home from a party but i just started to walk on a random road i didn't know where it was going i was just walking until i get tired .When i got tired i found a seat to sit and then i saw a man sitting there at first i was terified to see him because it was night and i was alone but then he asked "hey!girl it's too late why are you still wandering outside do you forget the way to home?"and then i replied"maybe or maybe i forgot the purpose to live maybe i forgot what i had to do or what's my destination i don't know i am confused what i forgot or what i don't you tell me why are you here you don't seem like beggar or some labour ?" he replied "leave about me i not important but girl you need to know you didn't forget anything it's just that you don't want to remember you are so busy in searching something that is just beside you ,you didn't forget your destination you were just blurred that's why you didn't see. It look around yourself try to think about them who really matters to you and live for them girl !..just think about the things that you like but think that are useless do that maybe you will get your destination."I don't know why but it all sounded right to me at that time even though people told me these things thousands of time and i wanted to ask him his purpose to wander at late night but when i saw beside me there was no one and at that time a taxi came and the driver said"hey are you roohi agrawal! this cab is booked for you from a gentleman" and when i asked him how did the taxi was booked he told me someone called him and booked the taxi on my name when he was around to drop a customer i was shocked because i never told him my name. he solved my biggest problem and then just vanished in thin air .whenever i told anyone about him they told me that it was all my imagination or some ghost had given preached me about my life but i never believed them it was also a mystery to me but i learned something and i am glad .
© stuart