It was a sunday warm climate of a summer the air rustle near the seashore Iam sitting all alone... sound of my mind is louder than the sound of waves...

You idiot how could do this for yourself? why don't you forgot the one who was not even yours my mind started mumbled to me...

Tears of my eyes turned running as a river that joins the sea... without able to answer my own questions !

How do i forgot the one that i was thinking as my everything? yeah may be it's an one side love...but it is true...why he couldn't accept my love?

If a girl loves truly how could she will expresss her love i do expressed in thousands of ways.

But, he couldn't understand my love for him he didn't even wanted to know the depth of my love i know that...anyway i love him though he was continuously ignoring me it's okay...i respect him! it was his decision to choose the love of his life... it's okay that i was not his love.

I accept the reality that he don't want me and he doesn't loved me anymore...the only thing i want is to see his smile forever...

It's okay he was not mine! still i can't forgot his mesmerizing voice and the acent of my name...called by him my tears was writing his name ...i screamed a lot.

I hate everything even myself but i can't stop loving him...the scar behind my smile ...was painful... suddenly i hear the voice calling me varsha?

I felt that was the voice of Santhosh....i hopefully turned back he was standing behind me!

I wiped my tears and stood up and amazed yeah he was the person who i loved unconditionally...

He asked me varsha why would you sitting here at 1oclock ? are you mad?

I replied him reluctantly! for you... Santhosh!

He furiously said! stop varsha. how many times i will tell you? that we are not able to be together as a life partners...

I questioned him why?... don't we? without you my life was meaningless....now i was sitting here in this hot summer it was my fate!right why you came here to see me! you don't love me right?then why? i screamed.

Santhosh was suddenly turned back he don't want to let me know that he was loving me.. he said fine iam leaving from here...

I go infront of him and hugged him tightly please let me know atleast once if you loved me or not it's okay that we are not able to marry but all i want to know is you have any feelings for me or not...

Santhosh pushed me away...! he start screaming yeah i loved you more than you could have been imagine...but our destiny played a dice...i really love you varsha...i also want to be with you forever ...i never imagined that i will leave you forever and this life....then how could we become life partners?

i replied, I was waiting for you here damn why you left me soon! without even confess your love...

He started crying....i love you varsha. yes i was left you soon, god never written us a good ending i am still waiting for you as a soul...only we can be a soul partners!this was decided by god?

You need to accept this...go and marry someone who was able to be with you forever.

I cried no santhosh...i know it been three years after your ship accident that you was no more...

I can't give your place to any one at any cost of my life my soul everything for you..only you...please took me with you. My love i passed three years without you but i didn't forgot you for a second...i could never imagine the other person....in your place.

Please took me with you forever its okay....hell or heaven...the place where you are...i will be there with real happiness,love you Santhosh.

True love has never end
it's not easy to move on quickly
every love has its own depth of pain and memories.